Diverse. (boyxboy)

Chapter veinte.

I think the next chapter will be the last and final chapter to this book.

this chapter is not edited!

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-.-Robbie's POV-.-

The days have been harder without him, I've been forced to go back home every night because i haven't been sleeping and everyone is worried about me. Wich they shouldn't. The days grow longer and more stressful. I truly believe my hair is starting to fall out. I have big purple bags underneath my eyes and i've gotten weaker due to the lack of eating. It hurts to think about life without Riley but i know soon enough it is going to happen. 

His parents haven't signed the paper yet to take him off of life support but they call me everyday and tell me they will. Aren't they great people? But right now i really don't care. Riley would be safer in heaven anyway. His life would be easier and he would get to see his grandparents. The people that actually did care for him. 

He'd be happier there and i know he would be perfect without me but at this point i don't think i would be able to be without him. This is why i'm going commit suicide if they do take him off. My life is already messed up enough and i wouldn't be able to handle it without Riley. I already talked about it with Norm, Carly, and Jonah. They all let out there tears and talked everything out. Jonah said he wanted to talk to me in private later and i understand that. Jonah is a quiet guy, he doesn't like to be out and about but i can be like that too. But riley always brought the crazy side out in me. The funny and sarcastic and ninja side. 

Without him i wouldn't have that side anymore iand i would just be a depressed freak that no one would like. Now really would you want to live if you were a depressed freak that nobody liked. (No offense to anyone! I might get hate for that, im sorry) Riley is my everything i would never be able to live with out him.

I looked up at his hand that was recently in mine. Pale skin, That is all i can say. He looks lifeless right now and the stupid bepper thingy still goes off and makes his chest go up and down. It hurts truly it does hurt to know that he is only living because a machine but still it means he's still alive. It means he still has a chance to wake up, so i can see his beautiful eyes and his bright smile that could light up a room.

His personality is priceless.. i miss it so much. It feels more like years then almost 2 months. I have a craving for Riley. The carving of feeling his soft lips against mine the feeling of having him against me. I just wish i could have him back but he's not with me right now. 

"Hey, love." I lilting voice spoke from behind the door, creeking open. I jumped a little and turned around to see Norm with her big fat belly and Emily, Emily with Nick and of course Jonah. I let out a low murmured 'hi' and turned back around to face Riley. "Come on, Robbie. You have to get moving and eating and sleep. You look so damn tired. I know i am!" Norm said falling back into one of the chairs that was around the room. With a Small 'Hmph' Coming from her mouth. I let out a small laugh and all of them cracked a smile, except for Nick. Psh whatever he's weird.

I got up and walked over to Norm, balancing myself out as i wobbled left to right. I finally reached her and bent down and touched my hand to her belly. A bright smile illuminated my face. I giggled quietly. "So excited" I whispered not letting my husky voice be heard. Norm put her hand over mine and i looked at her face. A smile was glued to her face and she leaned over and kissed my face. "We're naming him/her after riley." She whispered into my ear. "IT works either way." I nodded my head and gave her a tight hug. Well tight for me. My musceles felt stiff and cramped. 

I looked over to see the rest of the crew standing there. I smiled at them and walked over to Jonah, that was looking nervously down at his feet. He jumped about 3 feet in the air when he realized i appeared infront of him. I soft smile formed on his lips as he realized it was me. I tried to smile back at him but failed. Damnit Robbie! He moved closer to me and leaned over to my ear. "Can we talk alone someone?" Jonah whispered quietly and i nodded.

He told me before that he wanted to talk to me so of course ill talk to him. I looked back at Norm, Emily, Nick, Carly and Riley. I blew a kiss to RIley and went on my way follwing behind Jonah. He led me into another unoccupied hospital room and we bith sat down on his bed. "Robbie." Jonah twiddled his fingers nervously, and i layed my hand on his Shoulder. "Yes?" I said in a hushed  voice. "It was Nick the whole time." and that was where he explained everything to me. and when i say everything i mean EVERYTHING.

I felt shooken up, my hands were jittery and my body felt numb. "Really?" I asked quietly. My voice barely audible. Jonah nodded and tears soon exposed themselves to my pink cheek. Jonah grabbed me into a tight hug and whispered quietly. "Everything will right." I nodded my head reluctantly and looked up at him. Tears stained my cheeks and my face was bright red. "You want to go back?" I nodded quickly.

Me and Jonah were talking nonsense as we headed back to Riley's Room. He was trying to get me to laugh but he hadn't yet only crack small smiles. "Sooo. how did the gum cross the road?" Jonah asked with a huge grin plastered onto his face. I shrugged and said. "How?" I reached of The door handle to Hospital room. I walked into the room still looking at Jonah. His smile dissappeared and i looked at him confused. "Arent you-" I turned my head to see Riley's Parents with the doctor next to Riley's Bed with a pen in Riley's Dad's hands. Everyone looked up and a devious smile crossed both Riley's Parents faces.

"Hello, Robbie." They said in unison.

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