A confession of a stressed 16 year old Everyday I wake up thinking that I would be able to start off the day by eating lesser and go on with my diet plans. However, everyday after school, my mind keeps reminding me of food. I can't help it but to binge eat. Then after that, I will regret it so much that sometimes I hit myself and cry myself to sleep. Well, you may think that I'm too obsessed with the number on the weighing scale. I won't deny the fact that I am overly stressed on my weight. That's why I have an eating disorder. My weight keeps going up and down. Binge eating was the worst thing that had happened to me and has been my habit for the last four years. I'm still in the progress of motivating myself to achieve my goal. Society is too demanding and would never be satisfied. Too thin, and they call you aneroxic. Too fat, they call you ugly. Each morning I stare at the mirror, I felt I had doubled up in size although I only ate a slice of bread the whole day. No one would understand a person who goes through eating disorder. I have a low self esteem and this had made my problem even worst. Wattpad is the only source I could express my emotions and feeling. Hopefully, I would somehow succeed in my diet plans someday...
Sincerely, Anonymous (16 year old teenager who suffers eating disorders)
A/N : feel free to comment about it.. And message me if u went through these problems before:) it's hard to keep it to yourself...I could always lend an ear to u guys out there;)
