DANCE WITH THE DEVIL

DANCE WITH THE DEVIL CHP.1

heyy im darkness2256, so im trying out this (i've never writen a story in wattpad) so pls help me out with suggestions and comments. Also check my poems: a dark collection of poetry and my other books! thanks

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Cold rain drops kept coming down as if the sky was crying, was it crying for me I wonder?

I made my way through the lonely and lifeless graveyard, it had a cold and empty feeling to it, just as if someone was watching you with cold deep eyes. Ironic isn’t after all this is a graveyard were dead people are buried and people come to visit them and that’s exactly why I’m here for , a very special person or well more like my dad died a year ago in a car accident. He died as he was coming back from work, a stupid teenager was drunk and without lights so of course dad didn’t see him, as they crashed my dad’s car turned on fire and he died, funny thing is the teenager guy only suffer some injuries but he was fine and thanks to his mistake I lost my dad, my best friend the one I could tell anything to. I still do  even though I know he will never answer me, I still come here very often after school to do my homework or just to talk to him and yea I know what you are thinking the graveyard? Is she insane, no I’m not insane I don’t believe in insanity just like I don’t believe in love, I mean why should I after all my 4 year boyfriend cheated on me and had the guts to denied it, love is a cruel game where you can lose anything in just a few seconds, is just a way to make people happy for a month and after that your life becomes miserable for eternity pretty much a way to describe my life right now so yea love will never be an option for me because I rather be alone and well happy knowing that no one will harm you or lie to you than to keep a fake smile but underneath you are dying and your tears are suffocating you, there is only sadness and a broken heart that is all you are going to get from love.

 Oh yea by the way my name is Kate and I’m 16, I have dark, brown ,silky, long hair almost black, if I must say and piercing blue eyes. I’m not completely pale but I’m not tan either  and I’ve got a tall and nice curved body that any girl would die for, yea you could say I’m hot but honestly I don’t care and no I’m not emo and no I’m not depress trust me I’ve been in a consoler just to lose my time! I mean since when do they think they know and feel everything, I get pretty pissed off when they treat you like you are 3 and they think they know how you feel, well I have new for you ,you don’t even have a clue! You are nowhere near close of knowing the pain that you go through when your dad doesn’t come home one night or when you see your mum crying every night and suffering knowing that the person she loves is gone, I won’t lie to you it’s hell, it’s hell to feel your world go upside down It’s hell to feel your heart stop when you get a call from the police and a name of a morgue to come and verify if the body belongs to your dad or not. My life has changed a lot I’ve stopped talking to people because I don’t want their pity looks I just want to be normal, the only person I can really trust is my best friend Tanya, she is the only one that doesn’t give me pity looks or treats me different plus we’ve been friends since we were 10 so I trust her with my life.

I kneeled next to my dad’s grave and put down my red roses. I sighed as I saw all the mud covering it.

“hey old man” I said “it’s been a while, I know is just that, well mum is kind of sick and school just started so I’m sorry about that” a cold tear escaped and went down my cold cheeks not even knowing when I started sobbing so hard that my throat burned so I just kneeled there next to my dad under the cold and cruel sky, trying to find some comfort, some warmth but that was totally insane because everything here was dead, completely lifeless and cold. My dad doesn’t have that warm smile he used to nor will he ever have it again or his laughter so full of life, I don’t know how long it past or how long I just kneeled there sobbing, I’m not usually this soft I’m more of a strong character but I just couldn’t hold it any more, I felt like I had a wound that was destroying me, a stab that just kept on stabbing me without meaning , by the time I could breathe again and I stopped crying, maybe because all my tears dried I was able to check my phone for the time 8:30pm it read, I should go now mum would probably start to get worried I thought as I stood up and wiped some of the mud of my jeans. “Goodbye dad, guess I’ll see you or more like I’ll visit you later” I said as I started my way home under the blackness of the sky that accompany me as I walked through the lonely streets to the lifeless house I call home.

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 soo my first chapter what did u guys think??

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