I Need You Now...(Sidemen FF)

The Pain And Hurt Again

Simon's POV

I woke up on a couch. Not knowing where I was I quickly sat up and looked around. I'm in Tori's house. 'I'm glad that nothing I'm not in bed with her, cause then I'd really of cheated on Peyton.' I thought

When I stood up a wave of pain rolled over my head. I ignored the pain and grabbed my jacket along wit my phone. I walked out an started heading home. Whilst I was walking home I kept thinking in my head, 'I hope that nothing else happened between me and Tori. I really hate that bitch.' I thought back to last night. I remember that Tori came onto me first. I went with it cause in my point of view I saw Peyton.

I just hope that Peyton will forgive me. I really do care for her. I'd die for her.

Peyton's POV

I woke up all tucked in under my blanket. I looked over remembering that Vik slept beside me last night. He wasn't there. 'Where is he?' I thought as I got out of bed. I grabbed an outfit not really caring what it was or if matched (MEDIA).

I headed to the bathroom, but for some reason I opened Simon's door and just stood there looking in. I wish that he was here right now, but at the same time I don't know. He did kiss Tori, but he was drunk and anything is different in the point of view of a drunk person.

I turned around and walked into the bathroom. I set my things down and looked up at my self in the mirror, "I'm ugly, useless, and broken. I'm unstable and can't go on living like this anymore. I wish that all this pain would just end already." I said emotionless to my image in the mirror.

I hopped into the shower. As I was washing my hair I thought on why Simon and Tori were even kissing. A lot of things went through my mind, but the main question, still, is why? Why did he do this to me?

Once I was done in the bathroom, I went to Josh's room. His door was open, so I knocked on the door frame.

"Come in." he said

I walked in and saw him on his computer editing a video. I sat on his bed and looked around his room. "Josh.... I was wondering if we had any plans for today?"

He turned around in his chair and looked at me with a sad face, "No, nothing really. But when Simon comes home he's gonna get it."

I sighed, "Josh why? Just don't even bother he's not worth wasting the time over. Why?"

"Cause Peyton, we need to find out why."

"I know but, wait... who's we?"

"Me and Danielle." he said in a questioningly way

"What have, or, are you two going to do?"

"Well, we think that Tori made the first move onto Simon."

"Why do y'all think that?"

"Well, Tori hates Simon with a passion. And ever since you two started dating she's always been asking about you two, then leaves."

"But, Tori's so nice and she's even helped me out before. Why would she do this?" I whimpered to Josh

"I know Peyton, and well that's cause she wanted to get close to you so something like this would be even harder for you to deal with."

He came over and sat down next to me. "And how do you know all of that and I mean it might not be true." I fought back. I was hopping so hard that it wasn't true at all. But knowing Tori and my luck anything can and will happen.

"I heard Tori talking about how Simon's too good for you and he can do better than you. She's even talked about breaking you guys up before."

I looked up at Josh in disbelief, "I can't believe that my friend would do this to me. But, why though? What did I do to her to deserve this?"