I'll Carry Her Through Hell [Bill x Reader x Dipper]

Chapter 13 - I'm Confused...

Songs In This Chapter:

How Long Will I Love You By Ellie Goulding

Read All About It (Part III) By Emeli Sande

(Y/N) P.O.V

I can't feel my legs, or hands. I'm shaking. I. Am. Scared. The fact that I can summon Bill, or the other fact that I was put in The fiery depths of hell. I don't know how to feel right now to be honest.I have this look on my face that makes Bill question me.

"Hey. You Alright?"

"Yes...No?...I don't know."

He looks at me, I know he's reading my mind. I saw him look back up, chuckling. It really bothers me that people know exactly what I'm thinking. It's like getting in your personal business. It gets on my nerves. I'm typically the person who gets dragged into drama. Trust me, They don't know what they got into by being my friends. My friends from my last move, have caused more drama. They have some crazy stuff they go through, I always end up as the center of the drama. Just because I'm just looking out for a friend. Anyways Bill is getting on my nerves on reading my mind. (Hey, Sorry I haven't posted much, My internet has been down for awhile, and now you need space on your phone to write books. That's stupid because I draw a lot on my phone and I don't have space. I'm using my laptop for the first time. Thank you for all the votes, and adding them to your reading lists! It really gives me inspiration. I've been going through the "Drama" poop. I don't know it's dumb. I'll post for most of this week. Happy Thanksgiving by the way! And Merry Christmas! THANK YOU TO THE PEOPLE WHO GOT THE BLACK BUTLER REFERENCE! YOU UNDERSTAND ME! :) Okay back to the story.)

"You know, you just have to tell me to stop reading your mind."

"Okay. Thanks...."

"Why don't you ever talk about your- Uhh... I mean the problem's that you face?"

"I don't know how to ask to be honest."

"How do you ask to borrow something? It's the same way. We are here for you. You know that. Right?"

"Yeah. Thanks for giving me advice. It's kinda weird that I am talking to you about it.

"Yeah. I really don't know about human feelings. It's hard giving others advice, when you don't know advice for yourself."

"It's like what they say. Stars can't shine without darkness."

"Hahaha. Okay thanks."

'Where am I anyways?"

"Somewhat half of my home and my brothers. We don't hang out anymore, but half that land belongs to me.

"You've never talked about your brother."

"Cause we had a rough past just looking at each other when we wer-"

"Tiny Doritos."

"C'mon (Y/N). You know better."

I grinned at Bill. We both start chuckling. I got up and walked beside him. We went up through a tunnels of stairs, at the end was a portal. I slowly lay my head on Bill. He's like 7 feet tall. Maybe even taller. He sorta walks slower. I do the same. He quickly pushes my to the wall. His hands on the wall. He leaned over for a kiss. I didn't want to feel like I favor of Dipper more than him, so I accepted the kiss. I brushed my teeth against his lips, He can taste and smell the cherry chap stick that I have on. I close my eyes, and I opened them a minute later. He picked me up, in a cradled position. I fell asleep. I can't really tell what happened when I fell asleep. But the next morning, I woke up, In my bed. I look to my right, my kitchen. I look to my left, Bill was shirtless. 6 Pack was exposed. My eyes, turned around. My cheeks are a cherry red. I was blushing. Okay I know. Blonde, mysterious, handsome, ambitious, charming, 6 pack, and don't get me started on his personality. He puts on a plain white button up shirt, but he doesn't button it up, so it's covering 70% of his abs. He's perfect. But I think about Dipper on the other side. Nice, sweet, charming, handsome, mysterious, ambitious, and personality is over the chart. I get up and start to change, Singing.

"You've got the words to change a nation

But you're biting your tongue
You've spent a life time stuck in silence
Afraid you'll say something wrong
If no one ever hears it how we gonna learn your song?

So come on, come on
Come on, come on

You've got a heart as loud as lions
So why let your voice be tamed?
Maybe we're a little different
There's no need to be ashamed
You've got the light to fight the shadows
So stop hiding it away

Come on, come on

I wanna sing, I wanna shout
I wanna scream 'til the words dry out
So put it in all of the papers,
I'm not afraid
They can read all about it
Read all about it, oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh

At night we're waking up the neighbours
While we sing away the blues
Making sure that we're remembered, yeah
Cause we all matter too
If the truth has been forbidden
Then we're breaking all the rules

So come on, come on
Come on, come on,

Let's get the TV and the radio
To play our tune again
It's 'bout time we got some airplay of our version of events
There's no need to be afraid
I will sing with you my friend

Come on, come on

I wanna sing, I wanna shout
I wanna scream 'til the words dry out
So put it in all of the papers,
I'm not afraid
They can read all about it
Read all about it, oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh

Yeah, we're all wonderful, wonderful people
So when did we all get so fearful?
Now we're finally finding our voices
So take a chance, come help me sing this
Yeah, we're all wonderful, wonderful people
So when did we all get so fearful?
And now we're finally finding our voices
Just take a chance, come help me sing this

I wanna sing, I wanna shout
I wanna scream 'til the words dry out
So put it in all of the papers,
I'm not afraid
They can read all about it
Read all about it, oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh

I wanna sing, I wanna shout
I wanna scream 'til the words dry out
So put it in all of the papers,
I'm not afraid
They can read all about it
Read all about it, oh"

Bill barged in when I finished changing.

"You've got the light to fight the shadows. And That's me. " He smirked and chuckled. I smiled weakly.

"Will you be there for me? Even when I need it the most? Or Even when I need very little?"

"Of Course."

"Always and Forever?"

"Yes. I Swear on my life."

"Okay. Cause I want you to there for me no matter what."

"Anything for you (Y/N)."

I sang again.

"How long will I love you

As long as stars are above you
And longer if I can
How long will I need you
As long as the seasons need to
Follow their planHow long will I be with you
As long as the sea is bound to
Wash up on the sandHow long will I want you
As long as you want me to
And longer by far
How long will I hold you
As long as your father told you
As long as you canHow long will I give to you
As long as I live through you
However long you sayHow long will I love you
As long as stars are above you
And longer if I mayHow long will I love you
As long as stars are above you"