It Doesn't Work.

It Doesn't Work Chapter 1.

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It Doesn't Work

Chapter 1

I want to have sex. I want to get it over with. And NOW. What is the big deal?  Why can't I be done with it already, you know? I'm so sick and tired of everyone picking on me for being a stupid virgin.  

I'm only sixteen.  

I mean, is it so major that I haven't had sexual relations with anyone yet? 

I'm a junior at the most stupid, lame school that seems more like a boarding school to me, than a private one.  

And all of the students live in dormitories and only go home for the summer, or unless there's an emergency or something.  

The only thing bad about it is that it's in the same town that I live in. 

If it was in a different country, that would be terrific. 

But no!  

My parents send me to the closest school that's just around the corner from their house, which is Laron's Academy, by the way. 

See, I live in Nebraska and we don't have many good schools around here, even though I think my parents are just trying to torture me. 

I mean, I have lots of friends here, but everyone picks on that one topic that I just want to get rid of. 

And I'm going to do that.  

Somehow. 

I seem to remember that there is a room right down my hall that is full of hot guys; maybe I can talk to one of them into taking me on. 

Now, I know I must sound like a whore or something, but I want to choose someone immediately and who I'll probably never see again.  

That way, if it's bad, like a lot of girls say it is for their first time, it won't be a big deal. 

Plus, I hear it hurts. 

And since I'm really tiny, it will probably hurt a lot worse, and I don't want to have sex with someone who I know.  

That's kind of embarrassing.  

And also, I want a real man, one who will be gentle and nice. 

Not some rude boy who is trying to deal with their hormone issues. 

Like my ex-boyfriend.  

I broke up with him, because I thought I was in love with him, and yet he never said I love you back.  

And I told him I wasn't having sex with a guy that doesn't love me. 

He got mad and walked off. 

That's something that really irritated me. 

We had been together for 2 years, and yet he never said anything back, though I always did. 

And I finally ended it. 

And boy was I wrong about the not having sex with someone who doesn't love me.  

Aren't I a contradiction?  

I'm about to go try to have sex with a complete stranger just to see what it's like. 

But, I still don't regret not having sex with Tyler (my ex). 

And I think l will try the room down the hall. 

It couldn't hurt, I mean, that much could it?(Ha ha. That could go both ways.) 

And it's really close to my room, but I don't know any of them, at least not yet anyways.