Johnny Fanfic Chapter6: My face was as red as a cherry. I tried to speak but the words just wouldn't come out. I was so overwhelmed and flattered that I could barely make a sound. 1 billion thoughts are running through my head;" is this a joke? no one has never ever say anything so flattering to me before.I finally managed to say "I-I-I" But then I feel warm tears roll down the cherry red cheeks. I sit down on the bench behind me and hide my red embarrassed face in my shaking hands. I feel Johnny's warm hand move my dark hair out of my red, puffy eyes as he wipes away my tears "What's wrong Lil?"he coos. I can tell he's concerned because he's holding my hand tightly and holding me close. I dig my red embarrassed face into his chest and start crying. he wraps his safe, strong arms around me,rubbing my back "I-it's just no one h-has ever a-asked me out b-before or e-ever liked me, and no one has ever ever call me beautiful.." I'm really crying now. I can't even make a sound. "Well," he replied."I'll just be the first and luckiest guy to do so. I also find it kinda impossible that no one has ever called A beautiful girl like you beautiful before" he whispers in my ear. "Well maybe these will change your mind.." I roll up my sleeves of his black jacket and reveal my scars. I'm tearing up again, and Johnny was shocked "Lil..l-I don't understand.. Why you would ever cut yourself?" He asked in a quiet shaking voice. "I told you I'm not beautiful, and I thought I had n-no one and it seem like the only way to go." I stop myself from crying for just enough time to say "I'm sorry you have to see this even uglier side of me..." I turn away from him and start sobbing,but his hand is locked with mine and he gently to pulls me close to him. He lifts my hand up to his lips and softly kisses the scars of my self harm on my wrists. He then gently moves his soft hand over them, examining then thoroughly. I blush at how sweet he is, and sniffles with tears still in my eyes. He brushes the hair out of my blushing, teary cheeks and cups my face in his gentle soft hands, and looks at me with his dark, shy, kind, beautiful eyes. That glisten perfectly in the sunlight . I look him deeply in his eyes with him and I notice he has tears in his eyes that he's trying hold back. "Lil.Don't ever think you're not beautiful, because you are. You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. And your scars don't make you any less important to me, less beautiful,or doesn't mean anything except that I have to prove to you how much I love you and that you're too beautiful to even understand your true beauty yourself. I love you Lily. And I'll never ever ever not love you. And I never understood what love was really like, but I felt it for the first time, looking in your eyes. So,please don't cut your beautiful body. It's perfect just the way it is just like you. Lily, I love you and you are beautiful beyond perfection so don't let anyone tell you anything different. Alright Angel?" He closes his amazing, touching speech with an adorable smile. But before I can reply,he begins leaning towards me and before I now it his soft lips are touching mine. Nothing but the thought of him is running through my mind. I slowly place my lower lip on his, and place my hands on his waist and move closer to him. His hands still on my cheeks, and our lips locked together. I'm so caught up in this perfect, magical moment, that I don't realize that I move my tongue and it meets his. Seconds later our tongues or peacefully gliding over one another's, creating sparks of many colours that I can both see and feel. I slowly pull back, blushing brighter than ever. He's blushing too, and smiling. "That was the best first kiss I've ever had" I whispered in his ear. "I'm thinking the same thing right now." He whispered back with a slight chuckle.I hug him tightly and he gently strokes my straight dark hair. We look each other in the eyes and smile. "Wanna go to the beach or something?" he asks quietly. "Of course, I would love to." I reply with a big smile. We stand up, with hands intwined with one another's, and his fingertips stroke the over my hand. We start walking and he is close by side holding my hand tightly. I can tell I'm never gonna cut myself again as long as he's with me.
