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Chapter 5

Today's quote is: "sometimes you have to accept the fact that there are things that will never go back to how they used to be"

Eloise was sad , she wanted to cry but she didn't let it show. She didn't want Chris to be worried and she didn't want him to miss his classes because of her so she told him to go back to school. At first he didn't want to but he knew she wouldn't give up so he did.

As for Eloise, she went to the park and she just sat under a tree and cried, cried and cried until she fell asleep.

Pablo was walking around, he was thinking. He knew what he did was wrong and he wanted to do something about it, so, he decided to befriend Eloise. And if she didn't want him to befriend her, he didn't care.

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When Eloise finally woke up, she was relieved to see that it wasn't too late, she was very tired so she decided to go home to sleep it off.
When she got home Eloise was basically walking with her eyes closed, so she forgot about Natasha and just walked in.
Eloise was very lucky, Natasha was off doing what sluts do best, gain money.
Eloise just went to bed and that night she dreamed about a perfect world without Pablo's and Natasha's and bananas.

That night, Pablo did something he hadn't done in years. Pablo drew. He didn't have a specific idea, so he decided to go with the flow and see what he was going to end up with. Pablo ended up drawing a girl, not just any girl, Pablo drew a girl that had pain in her eyes. Pablo drew Eloise.

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The next day Eloise got a text from Chris saying that he wasn't going to school because he had to go to the dentist. Eloise wasn't relaxed, because without Chris no one would protect her against the rumors. She knew almost everyone started hating her when the rumors came out, and she could only guess that it got worse when she slapped the boy. But she wasn't sorry, she didn't regret it because he deserved it. She didn't know him that well but she hated him.

She was surprised when she saw Pablo leaning against her locker.

"Can you please move?"she asked.

"I know you probably hate me but I think we could be good friends" He said.

Eloise laughed in his face, she couldn't believe that he really thought she was going to be his friend.

"I don't want your pity and I certainly don't want your friendship so leave me alone" She laughed.

Pablo couldn't believe it, but he wasn't going to give up.

"I'm not going to give up Louise, I'll be your friend whether you like it or not" He said.

She didn't have time to say anything because he suddenly left. But if he really thinks she is going to be his friend he is wrong. That was the last thing that came to her mind before she went to her classes.

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They hated her, everyone hated her. Everyone was glaring at her and they weren't even trying to be civil about it, they weren't even trying to hide it. If they wanted to make her feel bad, they succeeded.
And it wasn't just because of the glares, she could still hear the whispers. And they knew she could hear them, they were that mean.

He was following her around all day, he was more annoying than a bug. She had hoped he would have gave up by now but she had no luck. She was going to have to get used to it. She missed Chris, he wasn't annoying and she liked him, Pablo was annoying and she didn't like him.
Eloise could only hope that he would grow tired of her.

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He didn't.
Months had passed and he was still there, following her around like a lost puppy. Chris came back to school but he didn't think Pablo was annoying, in fact, he thought Pablo was the hottest guy ever. I loved it when Chris tried to flirt with Pablo, I loved to see Pablo's face when Chris did it.

I could lie and tell you that I didn't cave , I could tell you that I didn't enjoy his company but that would have been a lie. I started to enjoy his corny jokes, his stupid pickup lines and the way he tried to get me to talk to him.

I started to enjoy his company but I didn't show it. I couldn't let him know that I almost thought of him as a friend.

As for Natasha, she started coming home drunk more often and I often got beatings for stuff that I didn't do. Yesterday it happened, she was drunk and she left the fridge door open when she was getting her beer, she blamed me and now half of my torso is purple. But I have good news, my birthday is next week and I'm finally going to leave. I'm thinking of going to London but I still don't know what I'm doing in college or if I'm even going to college.

All I know is that I'll be perfectly happy if I'm far away from here.

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Hi!
I haven't updated in a while because I honestly don't have any ideas.
I got this weird idea for a new book but I'm only going to post it after I finish this one.