The tape comes to an end, the signature screen static covering the screen. I take a deep breath as Laura grabs for the next tape. Before I can stop myself, I lay my hand on her wrist, stopping her.
She looks over at me with a raised eyebrow. "What?"
The way she looks at me always makes me smile. Her brown eyes were always so full of love, even when we were fighting. Even through all of that, I still loved her.
Such a stupid, thing. Me, Carmilla Karnstein falling in love with a human. I would give up everything for this human. I would sacrifice my life for this human, without even thinking twice about it.
"Nothing." I manage to say, taking my hand away.
Laura shrugs, and puts in the next tape.
I could barely focus on the video. My mind was on Laura. I caught myself glancing at her more than I'd care to admit. She was so wrapped in the video, she didn't even notice.
I loved the way she could get so invested in things. She could loose herself in everything, no matter how small. She gave all of her attention to one thing.
"Carmilla." Her voice registers in my ears.
I look up at her. I was so engrossed in my thoughts, I didn't even notice the video had stopped.
"What's wrong?" Her nose crinkles in worry.
I keep my eyes on hers, as I cup her cheek in my hand. She doesn't back away, or push my hand off. I lean forward, my eyes darting to her lips. "I miss you."
My lips capture hers. Still she doesn't push me away, so I kept going. I missed the taste of her, I missed the way she wrapped her arms around my neck when she didn't want to stop. I pull on her botton lip with my teeth, sucking lightly.
"Wait- Wait," Laura pauses, pulling away. "Carmilla, things haven't changed."
"Please, Laura, just one night, can we act like things are okay?" I whisper. "I need you, I need just one night for things not to be fucked up. I miss you so much, I miss the way things were." My breath catches in my throat, and I feel tears prick in the back of my eyes.
Vampires don't cry, you idiot.
"Carmilla." Laura sighs. "I don't think-"
"Just tonight, and we can act like it didn't happen. I need you."
Laura sighs again, before bringing her lips back to mine. Her warm hands cup my face, as her tongue swipes along my bottom lip. I wrap my arms around her waist, pulling her closer. I needed to feel her warmth, I needed to taste her skin again.
Her hands run down my arms, before getting to the zipper on my jacket. Our clothes fall away, Laura's mouth moving down my neck, peppering kisses on my skin.
We fall down on our backs, Laura pulling herself on top of me. My hands grab her bare thighs, squeezing gently. I can feel my heart racing against my rib cage. Laura scoots down onto my thighs, leaving open-mouthed kisses down my chest. She bites softly on my breasts, before circling my nipple with her tongue.
A moan falls out of my lips, my hands diving into her soft hair. She sucks and nibbles on my nipple, pulling slightly to make me moan. She presses her lips down my stomach, leaving purple hickies and bite marks as she goes. Her warm hands grab onto my jeans, yanking them down to my knees.
Laura wasted no time. Her tongue swirls around my clit in small circles as her hand massages one of my breasts.
"Oh my God, Laura." I sigh. My hand latches into her hair, grabbing a fistful as her tongue swipes through my wetness.
She takes long, slow swipes, the flat of her tongue pressing against my clit.
I can feel myself getting close. My heart races, and my muscles twitch. The dull ache between my legs when we first started began to grow more intense. A soft burn in my stomach works its way to the rest of my body.
Laura's tongue suddenly hits a sensitive spot, and I tumble over the edge. I come with a loud moan, making my toes curl and the hand that had Laura's hair clench, as my orgasm hits me full force.
"You taste so good, I've missed it." Laura sighs, as she presses kisses up my body back to my lips.
I taste myself on her lips, and I can't help but whimper. "I've missed your tongue."
Laura giggles, kissing me again.
We lay for a minute. Laura's head was on my chest, her fingers dancing lightly on my stomach. I hear her heartbeat start to slow to a steady rythm. Her breathing begins to slow, it lulls me to sleep.
"I love you." I whisper.
I thought she couldn't hear me, but . . .
"I love you too."
