Ever feel like someone's watching you, can you not feel the cold breath circle around your neck like a body mist. Do you ever catch someone in the corner of your eye stalking you like a shadow. I turn around sometimes and wonder whose shadow was outside my back door. Anyhow I would introduce myself . But of course you know who I am , everyone does, why wouldn't they? Call me crazy but I'm the starring role in everyone's life, no matter how much you want to take the lead I will always beat you to it . I make people who they are, discover them, help them through times where they could be better. I'm pretty impressive. I have a whole group of friends who I have made. You may ask who I am to say this but , they are nothing without me, I am queen bee and will always be ... In this life and the other.
My friends ... they're pretty great but I could do better everyone can, impress me and your in, it only takes that , although it's not that easy. Years and years of begging and impressing is what got hefty Hannah into the group. She's a fat cow and always wants to be the good innocent girl, people say they like to eat their troubles away but she took this too far, in surprised she doesn't eat her whole life away ! Anyway then there's Aria. The little liar ,keeps secrets for a living, considering she is very good at it. Well her parents did not exactly give a good example ... The other day we were walking down the lane and saw her dad smooching another women in the back seat of his car ! I told Aria to tell her mum but as she wants 'peace in the house' she never spoke a word. Silly girl she is. Although then there's Spencer. Spencer is powerful and it worries me. I cannot have someone over powering me. Especially some one as capable as her. Her sister is called Melissa. Melissa is dating this guy called Ian. He is something else. Wondering how I know? Well I'd tell you but then you'd know too much and we can't have that can we. To finish of my group there is Emily. She worships me and I'm not even exaggerating! I wouldn't be surprised if she had a secret shrine for me in her cupboard. I think she may have a crush on me ! Shh that's a secret and if it gets out I can get into a lot of trouble. But who would you tell ? I know all your secrets and I'd use them against you without a second thought. I'm rotten to the core, don't have to tell me twice, I know I'm wicked but is that such a bad thing. In towns like this you need a bit of an edge, without it your just another sheep in the group. Why be a sheep when you can be the Shepard. And trust me being Shepard is a big role to take on, but I'm ready for whatever is thrown at me. And if I lose a sheep along the way, I can always pick another one up, they all adore me anyway. What have I got to lose, I have everything I ever wanted rapped around my fingers and everything I ever could want is waiting for me in the future. You wish you were me, I know you do. I have this ability to make anyone feel special, it's like a super power! It makes me who I am and I love that. It makes me the pack leader and without me everyone's life in town would be boring as hell. I make the town and the people in it, whether they like it or not. I feel like Medusa sometimes. One stare and you're stone cold and lost for words. I dare you to look into my big blue eyes and tell me what you think of me! May not end up too good but you should always attempt a dare, you know what they say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger ! That's what makes me so strong, powerful. I'm a super nova in the sky shining among the other stars. Ask any of my sheep... Oh I mean friends. Ask them and see what they describe me as. Go ahead, they'll all read the same thing between the lines. No matter how hard they try to over come me, I am addictive, I can woo a boy in less then a minute, steal your guy and make him mine, It's easy as pi . For you dump stupid/ class ditchers pi is : 3.14. Stay in school kids.
Lots of love
-A- xx
Ps: don't dig too deep when you won't be able to cover over it again.
