Trying To Forget The Heart Aching Past (Jarry fanfic)

Week Two.

*Harry's P.O.V.*

The only thing I could think about is Jade. Her beautiful, blue eyes. Her magenta, curly hair. Her Irish accent. Her everything. Jade is perfect. She was the best girl I ever met and I messed it all up because I flirted with other girls. Why am I such an idiot? Well, at least the boys forgave me. But they still want me to apologize. I just don't know when to. Well, I've been trying to talk to Jade all week and all she does is ether ignore me, ask someone else to answer my question or something I said, or answered back to the yes or no questions quietly. Wow, did I really hurt her THAT bad? I thought she'd get over it. But, under all of that bubbly and funny outer core, she's a stubborn, sensitive girl. Niall told me the other day how the same thing happened to her when she was 14. Before auditioning for X Factor in 2008, she met a guy that she thought was the one. They flirted with each other and the guy ended up flirting with other girls. That's why Jade had trust issues. And, right before she came to audition again, she got over them. But then I had to do the same thing to her. And now she doesn't trust me. I hate myself for doing that. I wish I hadn't. I can say I wish all I want but I know it'll never happen. What's done is done, and I can't change a thing. Right now we're backstage, dancing with Rythmix to Cher's cover of Hard Knock Life as she performs. She's got a great voice! When she came back stage, we all jumped on her and gave her a bear hug. Jade ended up falling on me as we all fell down. We both looked at each other and I saw the beauty in her eyes. She looked away, gulped hard, blushed, and mumbled "Sorry." "It's nothing, babe." I swear I saw her cheeks redden deeper when I called her 'babe'. "Sorry, but I'm not your babe." She said when she recovered. Ouch, I've got to admit that hurt. I, honestly, love her, but I hurt her and now she hates me. I looked down and the boys and I walked out and waited on stage for the video to end. Jade hugged a nervous Niall and assured him he'd do perfect before we went out on stage. I envied Niall. She's always hugging him and Liam. She's always joking around with Louis and Zayn. But no. She ignores me. Hates me. The reason I was sick during sound check was that I was thinking to hard about my apology to Jade and, at the same time, worrying about not letting the boys down. It was to much for me and I couldn't sing or I'd be sick. Finally, I heard the familiar voice boom out "ONE DIRECTION!" And the beat started playing as the audience clapped along when Liam started to sing. The all of us. Liam again. Zayn. All of us. And finally, Zayn ends the song with a small high note.

http://youtu.be/6QqRpzJIkJ0

I thought "Yeah, maybe." When Louis (Walsh) said said that Simon could've picked a better song since the song we sang was a Kelly Clarkson song. Tulisa called us 'heart throbs' and I whispered to myself "Yes!.." Then thought I might actually have a chance with Jade since Tulisa is Rythmix's mentor. (A/N: The judges in this story are Louis Walsh, Tulisa Contostavlos, Cheryl Cole, and Simon Cowell. Simon and Tulisa share the groups because they were too many groups for only Simon.) Cheryl looked beautiful in her fishtail braid, her hair color was almost like.... Jade's. Except it was a bit lighter. She said she couldn't even cope with how cute we are! Me and Niall were literally praising God and Simon warned Cheryl and I could tell that he really did care about us. Simon said what he had to say and we got off stage to let Rhythmix perform. Jade had her magenta hair in poofy curls. They were gonna perform on this trash bin type thing you find in alley ways, but it was pink and covered in graffiti with 'Rhythmix' on it. The video was hilarious because when Leigh-Anne said "It's gonna be like a party-" Perrie burped and we started laughing hysterically. I saw Niall giggle a bit when Jesy said "She eats, like, the world and never puts on any weight, i have to sniff a bit of chocolate cake and i put on a stone." Aww, Niall has a crush! Tonight's theme was love and heart ache, and that's what the boys and I did. But the girls are funky and want to be unique. So they're doing I'm Like A Bird. They started to perform and I literally felt my heart flutter when I heard Jade start the song. Niall told me he had a crush on Jesy and I saw him blush when I looked at him as Jesy started to sing. -http://youtu.be/TXgIstYNOD0 - Louis thought that Leigh-Anne was attractive because she was just really laid back and cool. Zayn liked Perrie because of her funky attitude. And Liam liked one of the dancers, Danielle Peazer. Jade's friends with her. I wonder why Liam hasn't asked Jade to set him and her up. He's weird.

*Jade's P.O.V.*

Right now we're dancing to Cher's cover of Hard Knock Life with Niall, Liam, Louis, Zayn, and... Harry. When she came back stage, we bear hugged and we fell onto the floor. I fell on Harry and mumbled "Sorry." "It's nothing, babe." That one word made me blush. But then I recovered after I remembered my hatred for Harry. I told him, rather harshly, "Sorry, but I'm not your babe." I saw the pain in his eyes and didn't know whether to smirk in satisfaction or apologize for being rude. So I did neither. Niall was nervous so I gave him a big hug. I saw Harry look down and walk on stage with a fake smile as he walked with his microphone. They were amazing. But I couldn't help but think why Harry was sick during sound check. The judges made compliments, and it was kinda funny when Louis told Simon that he could've chosen better song than a Kelly Clarkson song. When they got off stage, I gave each of them a wide smile. I gave Harry a small grin since I felt bad for saying what I said to him BEFORE his performance. Why do I hate him so much ? Oh, right, he broke my heart....