Slender's New Proxies

Chapter 35 (Suicide?)

*This chapter is very very graphic, triggers also I'm sorry I normally don't do this but...okay I'm sorry again*

Dariele POV
I paced back and forth trying to decide if my way to go. "Okay I already written the letter.." I told myself tears fell from my eyes. I've been super super depressed I've become suicidal. Right now I'm think of my way to go. I know I shouldn't do it but I feel like it's my only escape. I haven't seen Ej since that night. Some might think I'm positive about killing myself but I have my cons. That's why I was pacing I couldn't decide. I took the blade and slid it across my wrist, whimpering. "One" I counted blood trickled down my wrist into the white tile floor. "Two." I counted again as I pulled the blade along my wrist. Tears filled my eyes, I felt worthless like no one loved me. When the truth was I was loved by the only person that could save me now but he wouldn't save me. My wrist was bleeding, I rinse them but they still bled. My vision was bury, I couldn't see straight I stumbled into my room. I grabbed the Christmas lights and tied it to the hook on the ceiling that use to hold my chandelier. I got down and got a chair I stood on top of hit. I slowly wrapped the light tightly around my neck tears streaming down my face. My heart was racing, I had a nervous scared feeling. Like that when you go on a roller coaster and it takes you up and up and up than you get to the top and slowly stop at the drop part.

Eyeless Jack POV
I had a really bad feeling Dariele wasn't okay. I had to see her now. I ran and knocked on Jane's door. "JANE OPEN UP I NEED YOUR HELP!" I yelled banging on her door. She opened the door revealing her and clockwork. "I need bit of you to come with me right now! It's an emergency!" I told them I knew I didn't have much time I could just feel it. They looked at each other than nodded. "I will tell you in the way but we have to go now." I told them as we went downstairs and out the front door. We ran as fast as we could to Dariele's house. "What's happening?" Jane asked as we ran. "Dariele is in trouble. I can feel it she's not okay. We don't have much time." I told her. They nodded and we ran faster.
Dariele POV
I stood on my toes as I was about to jump. My room door busted open causing me to almost stumble. I look and saw Ej, Jane, and clock work. "Dariele what are you doing?!" Ej asked walking close. " DON'T COME ANY CLOSER OR I JUMP!" I told him he stopped. "Dariele don't do this!" Jane said crying clockwork was leaning into Jane crying also. "Baby come down..please don't do this I love you." He said taking a step closer. "STOP LYING TO ME! Your lying!" I yelled the chair wobbled I balanced myself. "I would never lie to you..you know this. Just come down...please." He said softly coming closer. "Stop! Don't come closer! Please!" I said he stopped and fell to his knees looking up at me. "Please don't do this...think about everyone that will miss you..if you jump your killing yourself and everyone you love." He said I thought about it but it didn't process. "No one cares...no one ever did and so what all angles fly right?" I said than spread my arms jumping. I heard screaming and sobs. Just when I thought I was about to die the light snapped from around my neck and I fell literally into Ejs arms. He held me tightly crying, "I'm not ever letting go." He said I sobbed into his chest I held onto him tightly. Jane and clockwork made sure I was okay than left knowing I was in good hands. Ej lifted me into my bed and laid down next to me. "Why?" He asked "why not?" I said "don't ever I mean ever do that again." He said in a harsh serious tome I nodded. He grabbed my hand and saw my wrist. "You did this?" He asked I pull my hand away from him and roll over so my back is facing him. "Baby talk to me...I'm here for you...always." He said I closed my eyes. "Dariele look at me." He said I roll over looking at him. "You did that to yourself?" He asked again "yeah.." I said not looking at him. "Oh baby girl it's okay I'm here now.." He told me he wrapped his arm around me pulling me close. "Are you going to leave me?" I asked looking up at him. "Never I will always be here for you...even when you don't want me to be." He told me I nodded he grabbed my wrist and started kissing each cut. I wince and pulled my hand away quickly. It hurt they still weren't healed. "I'm sorry.." He said "it's okay they just hurt." I told him. We sat in silence until Ej sat up, he pulled off his hoodie revealing his bare chest and abs. "Why don't you ever have a shirt on?" I asked smiling slightly. "I was rushing to get here." He chuckled. He laid back down, I rested my head on his chest he was really cool normally he was warm weird. "Are you okay?" I asked "yeah I'm fine just a little hot." He said "weird.." I said "why?" He asked "normally your warm but you really cool right now." I said "oh I don't know." He said I looked at the clock on my nightstand. It read 6:37pm. I yawned tiredly, "go to sleep, your exhausted and we both need rest." He said I shook my head no. "What if your not here when I wake up?" I asked "I will be here..I promise." He said I snuggle into him as he held me tightly. I tangled my legs around his and closed my eyes, I quickly fell asleep.

A/N Suicide is never the answer, I know it's hard to fight that urge but you have to find something that makes you strong and fight for it. That may or may not have been from the last of us but anyway I love you guys! ❤️ Always!