My Messed up Life

Chapter 4

The Alpha King above ****************************************************************************************

"You are not my mate, you can not be" He said

with those words my heart broke to pieces but I never let that show on my face

"How is that so?" I ask emotionless

"Because I already had a mate" He said

"Well I did too but I don't question you as my second maybe me meeting my first mate and getting rejected was fate to put to put us together!" I said mad as I feel my wolf wanting control

"No that is not true!" He says stubborn

That was it. I thought of myself as a white wolf and shifted I couldn't handle it he thought I wasn't his real mate.

I will find out what happened to his first even if hurts to find out

I hear the Alpha King gasp as he sees my wolf form

I then hear him ask Alpha Zack why he has never told him that I was the last White Wolf

I then turn around and leave for a run

7:00 pm

"Alpha Luna I'm back from my run sorry I took so long" I said as I enter the house

"Oh honey are you okay?" She asks so sincerely

"If the Alpha Jerks gone!" I say scared if he were here

"What did you call me rouge! You have no respect for your leader!" He says as he pushes me against a wall

I struggle as he holds me tighter

"Stop I can't bre-athe" I say as I start seeing dark circles

"STOP IT ALPHA NASH YOUR KILLING HER" I hear Melody yelling

"I DON'T CARE THEN SHE WILL LEARN HER PLACE" I hear him boom

"It's o-kay I'll jo-in my m-om and d-ad soon" I say as my hearing loosens

And then I was out.

4 hours later

I woke up later on to a beeping noise

"Sto-p the soound pleasse" I try to yell but it turns to a whisper

"Oh finally your a wake" She says as I can see she slept here all night crying because of the puffy red eyes and dark circles forming under her eyes.

"What happ- owwwww" I let out a howl of pain as memories from 4 hrs ago flood back into my head

"Honey you okay, DOCTOR COME IN NOW!" I can hear her yell but I said nothing because I couldn't handle the pain

I then fell off the hospital bed rolling around holding my head

"She needs her mate or she may die" The doctor says sadly

"NO SHE WILL NOT DIE" I hear the Luna yell

"NASH COME IN HERE NOW!" I then try and get up to say I'm fine but I couldn't I kept falling back down

"I'm here, whats wrong with her now" He says as if he doesn't care

I start to feel better as he is close to me

"Nothing I am fine" I say as a whisper yell

"No you are not the doctor said if her mate is not close to her, she may die" She says like she is about to cry

"I don't care" He says with no emotion

"Please stop trying Melody he is rejecting me! I will always die alone just like how the rouges said" I say

"NO DON'T SAY THAT NASH TELL HER SHE IS WRONG" Melody begs Nash (The alpha king)

"I am not rejecting you, I am saying you just can not be my mate!" He yells

"WHY NOT AH? YOU HAVE SOME OTHER SLUT WAITING FOR YOU AT YOUR PALACE SOME PERSON TO REPLACE ME AH?" I say as I feel a tear slide down my eye

"NO I HAVE TO MANY PROBLEMS THAT YOU WOULD GET MESSED UP IN!" He says as if I would believe him

"Jus-t shut it! I don-'t nee-d y-our pit-y fo-r me" I say as I get back on the bed and then I say

"Just leave me alone, tell the doctor to give me pain killers or wolf spain (bad for werewolves) so I can sleep without you!"

"Okay" He says as he leaves "I will send them in" And then he is gone

I then drift to sleep.

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Sry it takes long guys and gals I just have school and other ish so yah hope you like it and if you have any ideas write it in the comments below

~Nisha