My Messed up Life

Chapter 6

Alpha King is above his name is Harry King
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Dear Diary

I can't believe I got almost rejected yesterday but its in the past today am going to totally forget about yesterday and pretend not thing happened other then the an expected pull I feel for Nash. Hopefully he forgets the past and starts to think about the future. But out of all of this I made a new friend, his name is Jake and he is awesome.

I found out who my dad is OMG I know right and then I fainted. Oops

~Hope

4 hrs later

I finally got out of the hospital after like 15 hrs in there (I don't know, don't judge me)

Melody took me home in her jaguar

it was quite the whole way there other than the time melody asked me why am I being so quite

I just said "I don't want to talk about it" and then started to stare out the window again

At the Pack House

" I will be in my room if you need me and Melody, Thank you for giving me a chance and also for taking me to the hospital" I said trying to not let the tear in my eye slip because of the memory of Nash kept popping back in my head about the moment he was about to reject me

"Okay Sweetie and I would do anything for you, you're now part of the family and one day you will be comfortable enough to tell me what happened" She said

"Thank you for understanding" I then walked into my room, locked the door and finally I did what all teenage girls would do when they experience a break up, but this was even worse

I ran to my bed took the pillow from the side and started to cry, I didn't even know I could ever be this sad

I couldn't handle how my life was falling apart so fast

So I did it, I got off my bed, walked over to the window

Then my wolf said

Don't do this Hope Nash still cares about us

If he did he wouldn't have made me so broken Nova (Wolf's name) he wouldn't have almost rejected us, he doesn't care about us, nobody does"

Hope please he still cares he just doesn't want to see us hurt okay

NO YOUR WRONG OKAY HE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT US NO ONE DOES OKAY"

I then shut her out

Few minutes later of thinking there was a knock at the door

"W-ho is i-t?" I asked but I know it was someone with a lot of power because his power was radiating off of him

"Open the door the Alpha wants you down for lunch" He said calmly

I walked to the door and a boy with Blond hair and blue eyes started at me and he was really fit but I only had feelings for one person "Nash"

"Hey my names Hope"

"Why is your window open"

"I um, don't tell anyone okay" I said in a quiet voice

"I promise, I cross my heart and hope to die" He said in a whisper like voice

"I wanted to jump but that's not the problem I never got your name and would you tell me your rank because I can feel your power radiating off

"oh right my names Jake but to you its Beta Jake"

"Nah I think I will call you Jakie since I don't care & you're going to be my new best friend " I said confidently

"Sure just go down stairs the Alpha doesn't like to wait to long, because the food will get cold" He said as he gulped

We then walked down stairs together as I started to think about how things maybe starting to look up now that I have a friend.

Downstairs

"Hope, Jake glad you guys could make it grab a seat and we can begin" Alpha Zack said cheerfully

"Thank you Alpha for waiting" I said trying not to make my voice sound broken because I was crying

We finished eating and then Alpha Zack asked me a question I never expected

"Hope is your birthday?"

I just realized months have past and My birthdays is coming soon

I walked over to the calendar on my rose colored IPhone 6s

It was December 8th today how could I have forgot my birthday is in 10 months YAY I mentally said to myself but I remember my mom is not alive to celebrate it with me.

" it is on September 17th Alpha?, Why do you ask?" I asked curiously

"Because I knew it was in September" He said calmly

"But how?" is he a stalker, nah he's an Alpha. I then mentally laughed in my head

"I know the rouges in this forest and especially the ones that weren't rouges for long"

How did he know I wasn't born a rouge, How did he know I was born in a pack did he know my dad

Well I don't know my dad myself because he died when I was around 8 but I do remember that we became a rouge because...

My pack was attacked

I didn't know what position my dad was but it seemed as if Alpha Zack did

"Alpha did you know my dad"

"I don't know but I could feel the power coming off of you, maybe you haven't noticed " He said seriously

"I haven't and My dad's name was Harry King"

"I know him, his pack got attacked by a neighboring pack, his pack name was Blue Moon pack"

"Do you know what rank he was?"

"Ya he was the um... Alpha but unfortunately he died in that fight"

"What the heck, he was an... ALPHA?" I said

Then I was out but I could hear Jake ask if I was alright

and then Melody says she will wake up in a few minutes and when I do wake up to give me some space

And then I went into a deep sleep.

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XOXO

~Nisha