Thinking Out Loud (Jake Brooks) [ON HOLD]

Chapter 8

This is in Luke's POV again! i'm not ready for Jai's POV (YET) so here we go!

Recap:

"i'm sorry son, but your twin has LONG term amnesia, we don't he will get hs memory back for a long time, he suffered severe brain injuries where your memory is stored" The Doctor said

*NOW*

it's been 3 hours since the Doctor told me whats up with Jai and i'm in his hospital room with him, telling him about everything

"and, me and you are together" i finished when i looked up at him he had tears in his eyes

"i know i can't remember you or us, but if you will let me, i would like to fall in love with you again?" he asked

"Okay" i smiled

"Okay" he said back

"Okay" i smirked

"Okay" he smirked back

"you know what i'm not even gonna finish this, i get the last words HA" i giggled

"Okay" he smiled

"you just ruined it, i was suppoed to have the last word" i said jokingly angry

"awee i'm sorry NOT you did that by yourself" he laughed

"funny" i said very sarcastically

Even though Jai couldn't remember me, we had a real conversation like we always used to, i am just scared he is never going to get his memory back and he is not going to remember all of our memories then the doctor walks in

"okay, Jai needs a lot of rest" the doc said

"okay" i said and kissed Jai's head

"okay" he said back

"goodnight" i smiled

"goodnight" he exclaimed

i laughed and walked out back into the waiting room to see Mom smiling at me

"what?" i ask

"you guys are so in love, even though he can't remember you, or your memories, its going to be okay, and i may or may not have been listening in on you guys' conversation, i couldn't help it" she smiled

"thanks mom, i love you" i said and kissed her cheek

"what do you say, shall we go home so you can dream about him all night?" she smirked

"mom" i groaned

Thats one of the million reasons i love my mom, she is so understanding and awesome, you can talk to her anything and she will help, anyways, the hospital has a stupid rule about you can only stay with a person for one night? it is so freaking stupid, so thats why i couldn't stay with Jai, when me and Jai talked it felt like it th eold him, but it wasn't there wasn't happiness in his eyes, there was sadness and brokenness? (i know thats not a word but you know what i mean) Beau was already home, he had to go because he couldn't see Jai like that, so when we got home he was sleeping on the couch with Skip cuddling, we laughed and i said goodnight and went upstairs but i didn't go to my room, i went to Jai's room and looked around a little, i saw the picture of us when we confessed out felings to each other, i just broke down crying, after about 2 hours of crying i pulled myself together and went to bed, right before i fell asleep i thought 'will he ever come back to me?' and i dozed off to sleep

HEY YO!! sorry for teh little delay!! oh and quick thing, there are a lot of moodswings in this chapter, get it? Moodswings? the song, i'm going to shut up now! Comment, Vote add to your libraries and reading lists!! love you guys!! BYEE <3