Thinking Out Loud (Jake Brooks) [ON HOLD]

Chapter 9

Jai's POV

That Luke kid is adorable, i just wish i could remember him though, he told me about everything, it took a lot to keep the tears in, when i asked him if i could fall in love again his face lit up like a christmas tree, even though i don't remember him, i feel drawn to him, and he said when i get dissmissed he is going to try to get my memory back, the doctors said it was impossible, i think i am starting to believe it, i can't even remember my other half, my life, my forever (A/N, i'm crying so fucking hard right now)as i'm thinking about all this my nurse, Macy comes in, shes in her 50's and shes really nice

"how ya doing Jai?" she asked smiling

"okay guess" i said glumly

"awh whats on your mind hon?" she sked pulling chair up next to my bed

"well you know my twin Luke?" i asked my voice trembling

"yeah" she said

"well i think i'm falling in love with him, again, supposedly we were together at some point, i forgot him, but i feel drawn to him in some way" i said

"AWE! thats so adorable, and don't let anyone tell you its wrong, you love who you love!" she smiled

"thank you!" i said tears brimming in my eyes

"oh sweetie, i'm always here to talk!" she smiled and wiped my tears

"thank you! i think i should get some sleep now, goodnight Macy" i smiled

"goodnight sweetie, get a goodnight sleep, your getting released tomorrow" she winked and left

i turned over on my side and just started thinking, What if i never ever get my memory back? what if Luke secretly hates me? what if i'm useless, i started crying silently, until i drifted into a nice deep sleep

So!! i'm sorry its so short, with Jai's POV its kinda hard because of his amnesia :(, i literally cried writing this chapter, next chapter he comes home and things happen, both good and bad, and i will make it SOOOO much LONGERR!! i love you guys!!

XOXO -Lillie <3