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-Lala
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lilly's Pov
I was currently sitting in my room crying. I can't do this with him anymore. But of course I will stay with him. I love him. I've heard love is blind.... I don't know about blind but it sure makes forgiveness really really easy. I have to stop crying. I'll just force myself.
I finally stopped crying and went back outside. He was sitting there with his head in his hands. I sat down on the couch which made him notice me. He turned and hugged me. Didn't say anything and I didn't hug back at first but then I just put my arms around him. We sat there like that until he pulled away. He looked at me with so much sadness. I felt so bad inside. He said "I'm so sorry baby." I didn't say anything I just looked at him. "I don't like making you cry baby." "I don't like crying." I said with more sadness laced in my voice then intended. "And you being the reason" I said after a little silence. Then I just looked down at my hands which he was currently holding. I'm just so lost anymore.
*1 hour later*
My mom finally came home & my mom was sitting on her chair watching tv while chase and I kinda cuddled. It was nice & we ended up going back and sitting on the porch. We were sitting on the porch just being a regular lovey couple. We were sitting there all cuddled together in silence when he said out of no where "I don't like when your sad" "I don't want to talk about this right now" I said not looking directly at him. "Fine want to go the movies tomorrow Beautiful?" I smiled from ear to ear "Yes!" "Okay BabyGirl"
*Next Day At School*
I smiled a lot today. It was kinda a good day, no one bothered me today and I only talked to Kate! "Why are you smiling so much today?" Kate asked smiling at me. "I'm excited, I'm going to the movies with Chase!" "Ohh like a date!?" She said obviously more excited then me. I just smiled real big and nodded my head. I was so shocked with myself. I was kinda happy today!
I got home and ran straight to my room to pick out my outfit! I was so excited. We haven't gone on a date in so long. I miss the cuteness of it all. I can't find an outfit! I hate clothes! This is gonna take forever.
After trying to find an outfit for like a half an hour! I found a cute blue shirt that came up a little under my belly button and was just enough to show the bottom of my belly button piercing, I was wearing a darkish blue pair of skinny jeans and black strap sandals. I had a pair of blueish stud earrings with natural makeup. Lipgloss, light eye shadow, a little eyeliner & a few swipes of the mascara brush. I was ready to go.
Chase had showed up with casual clothes on but he still looked cute as ever. I Just Smiled at Him. He leaned in gave me a hug and a kiss. "You look beautiful as always baby, you ready?" He had said while looking at me. I always know there's gonna be bad times because there is a lot but you can't forget about the good times.
We walked over to his car and were on our way. For some odd reason it was a very quiet ride so I just looked out the windows at all the stuff in my weird little town. The little stores, the people, the everything. Even the little things you don't notice until now. I haven't ever really noticed how close the hospital was to the movies. Weird. We got out the car and started for the movie. I didn't really know what movie we were seeing but knowing Chase, some weird action movie. He's not really into the whole romance thing. After we got our tickets Chase turned to me, "Go find our seats for us while I get our snacks" "Remember to get Gum-" "Gummy Bears, I know" Chase had cut me off while smiling at me with a huge smile. I smiled at him, gave him a kiss and walked away. I almost walked into the wrong theater. No wonder he was looking at me weird when I was walking towards theater 7 not 9. I don't pay attention much.
I was in the theater for a little while before he finally came, he handed me my gummy bears & sat down in the seat beside me and immediately put my hand in his. I was struggling to try and open the gummy bears. He started kissing me on my cheek and playing with my face like the weirdo he is. When the lights got dim, he leaned back in his seat and wrapped his arm around me and pulled me close.
After the movie was over, I was really tired. I almost fell asleep on his chest. During the middle of the movie he started playing with my hair and that makes me sleepy. We both stood and stretched and I cracked my back and the crack was really loud. People looked at me and I felt the heat rush to my cheeks. Chase laughed at me and took my hand in his and went to walk down the steps when my phone buzzed.
From: Mama
What time does the movie end? When are you coming home?As we were walking down the steps I was trying to walk and text at the same time. I must have missed a step and I went tumbling down the steps. When I reached the bottom, I was clutching my ankle crying. In the next 1 second Chase was by side trying to help me up. He picked me up bridal style while I was still crying and hurried me to the car. " I think I broke my ankle" I managed to get out between my sobs. We got out to the car & he drove a little down the rode and hurried me into the hospital. I blacked out from crying so much once we got into the hospital. "Baby?" I heard as I was blacking out.
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