Dear diary

Dear diary we have not talked for 2 almost 3 years I missed you I have lots to tell you many things happened seance we stopped weighting I'm starting to hate life I can't stand if everyone hated me and I don't no why and my best friend Harris dose I t even talk to me anymore I honesty don't no why 2 days ago I wanted to talk to hi, but he 7just told me to go away and stop talking to him that hurt a lot. And my ph her best friend Ariana left me as well she got new friends I think she forgot about me now I have no one I hate it but it's been a month now sand I'm use to not having friends no more
Delist that's what I told myself every day. I
I changed a lot I'm not the happy,funny,sweet,caring,fun,silly,wired, girl anymore now I don't even no who I am anymore I'm now just q ,ugly,dumb,lonely.slut.deprest, ect  people always ask what happened to the the old Adriana every time thy ask that I don't even now what to say.
If I still had Harris,Ariana,cris,jia,teddy,Carlos,Jessie,Zambia,shalanda and more none of them talk to me no more I miss my old school I has lots of friends and lots of people to sit with at lunch now I'm just alone...like always.

I try and want to be happy again but I just can't I never told nobody this but I'm done the only reason I'm like this is...because my grandfather just thinking of him brings tears to my eyes. I was 9 when he died and now I'm 16 7 years with out him. I never stopped thinking of him. so much he was not just my grandpa he was also my best friend. He would do anything to make me smile if I was down he would help the poor I renumber this one day it was Christmas Day and my grandfather and I decided to go buy some food and drinks it was coffee,tea,Appel juice,pie,cake,berets, and more and no it was not for us. If was for the poor I remember there smiles and tears for how happy they were it made me feel good. And when we were about to go home I saw a girl about 6 years old I looked in the bag there was still tea and pie so I stopped and went to her I gave it to her there were lots of people there the little girl started crying of joy everyone clapped I looked around some were in tears when I looked over at my grandpa he was crying when we went home he told he he was prob of me. I miss that that's the reason I changed. Well that's about it don't worry diary I well wright againbye