Im lost.

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  Dear diary  hi I'm back. I've been watching vines lately and I saw a cute boy his name was carter I watched him for a month I loved him. But yesterday it changed I searched his name on YouTube I saw a video "carter Reynolds leaked" it broke me I don't even now y i didn't even no him all the way. It hurt I guess 1)he forced his 16 year old girlfriend  to have sex with him 2)he doesn't care at all for his fans number 3 killed me 3) he side he he hates his fans he side were annoying.         How could he say that? I don't now I changed my mind about him I haven't watched his vines anymore I unfollowed him on Twitter ,Instagram ,turbulent , ect I never wanna here from him I hate him. Ok let's talk about something else . Today was like the other boring there's nothing to do. Most of the time I watch vines and YOUTUBE but I'm trying not too hate it now. I'm trying to find my way back to the light and trying to find the old me I guess it's not working I can't find myself  oh well I've been lost in my own world my world is not nice trust me. It has fair dark hate screams I don't like it well I got use to. It

To me life is a me story . I well never understand .

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