The pain is to much to handle, I look at the clock it's 5:30 in the morning. My head is pounding and my whole body aches from the kicks that my mom gave me. The kicks hurt the most out of everything, I need to get up from the ground. I roll over my stomach is touching the ground, slowly move my hands on the ground next to my head. In one quick move I put my whole weight on my knees and arms, push my self up so fast, I couldn't react to the pain that shot throw my knees and arms.
I tip toe to my bathroom not wanting to make a sound, when I reach my bathroom I close the door and lock it, I turned to face the mirror and gasp at my reflection. There's blood in my hair, face and on my dress i'm to scared to see what my stomach looks like but i have to see. slowly reaching for the bottom of the dress I still haven't changed out of and lift it up, when it's up I can see bruises on my upper thigh and on my stomach one bruise has a cut right in the middle of it, that's where the blood came from. The biggest bruise is on my back it starts at my upper back on the right side and ends on the middle part of my back. My hair is everywhere with knots in it I couldn't even lift my arms up they were so sore from lifting them to protect my face and body last night.
I pull off the dress and turn on the shower to the hottest it can go, once it is steaming I get in trying not to move much. I let out a yelp as my body starts to get cover with the water, not because it's so hot but because the water started to sting my cuts. I wash my body being careful with the bruises and cut. After i'm finished washing my body and hair i just stand there while the hot water lands on my body, no longer stinging. Memories of last night keep coming back the pain of my own mother hitting me and the worst pain of losing my brother and dad. I didn't even notice i was crying until a sob escaped my mouth. I just let the memories come I don't want them to stop, not now.
After what felt like hours crying I finally get out ready to face the day, running into my room to scared of seeing my mom. I decide to hide my bruises and black leggings were the way to go, I wanted something of my brother just so I can get through the day so i wore his favorite hoodie. My nose was quickly filled with the clone my brother wore, I quickly go to school not bothering to do anything else. Once I got there the first thing i saw was not the glass doors but Michael making out with Madison! HOW COULD THEY DO THIS TO ME AFTER EVERYTHING, I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! (If you can't remember Michael is her boyfriend)
I get out of my car and march up to them ready to scream, once i'm next to them and getting my throat ready but before I could even say something Madison spoke. "Hey, you should take this as a hint to go and not come back." she smirked at me and held Michael even closer.
"Are you going to let her talk to me like that? I've been with you a year now, how could you do this to me?" I ask Michael fighting back the tears. All he did was shrug, and after everything we have been through I can't believe he would switch me like that.
I just walk away not even wanting to look back, when finally I enter the building I see Sarah, and Kayla talking I run towards them and hug them but the aren't hugging back so I let go. Sarah starts to glare at me while Kayla just looks at everything but me. I take a step back almost bumping into someone, ALMOST.
"Hey guys, whats wrong?" My eyebrows scrunch together, what is happening today?
"My only problem is you! why don't you just walk away before i do something!" Sarah snapped not caring that people starting to look at us.
"why are you being so mean?" I asked, I've already lost to much I can't lose my friends too.
"It's your fault that Ryder and your dad are dead, if you stopped being such a slut at the party Ryder wouldn't have gotten hurt and have to go to the hospital." At the mention of Ryder and my dad tears started running down my face. I do what they told me to do and run, I run out of school to my car and speed out of there.
It's all my fault.... They are dead because of... Me
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