To Hate or Not To Hate? A James Sirius Potter Love Story

Potter Mansion Yet Again Part 2

Recap:
Turns out James stayed in his room to study to. For once in his life. I was starting to need the toilet badly so I went but I accidentally walked in on James using the toilet. ''Oh. Oops sorry I um forgot to er lock the toilet.'' Said James awkwardly. Usually he would be making a joke.

''No umm don't worry I should have erm knocked. I'll just... Go.'' I say awkwardly and I go to my room. Just as I was on my way of course up walks Rose. ''Are you okay Eva you look a bit flustered?'' She asks politely. ''Yes. But you should knock before you open the bathroom door.'' I said my voice going squeaky like it does when I'm embarrassed which luckily isn't often. ''Okay...'' She say weirded out. So I go to the guest room, I hear Rose talking to James. Then I hear I knocked on the door. ''Er come in?'' Rose walks in. ''Sorry that James forgot to lock the door. How about you tell me how you've been feeling?'' Rose says. I was about cave in and tell when I realised she would probably tell a load of people including James himself. So I instead say, ''I'm just pleased to be able to study without Potter annoying me.'' I lie to her. You maybe wondering why I just don't tell and let James know how much I hate this but I have way too much pride and are far too stubborn. So instead I will let him think I'm fine thus making him the weaker one. At least that's how it works in my stupid brain. Don't get me wrong, give me Potions homework or books and I'll be fine but give me a real life problem to do with love and feelings and confusion, you've lost me. I would prefer to have a great simple life and have horrible grades then my confusing, stupid life with great grades any day of the week. Rose swallows clearly surprised ''A-are you sure?'' She asks. ''Yes.''