The Death of Me

chapter six

so, warning for my penguins!! there is a sex scene in this so dont read that if u dont like it..ill tell u when it starts and ends!!!!

I answer my phone and it is gerard. "hey" he says "how are you feeling?" "okay" i answer "but I cant come to school tomorrorow because dr biersack said i cant yet" "aww thats sad Ill miss you" Gerard says and his voice is sad. "you can bring me my homework after school tomorrow" i say "then you can see me" gerard says "that is a great idea!!" and we talk some more for awhile until i have to hang up to go to sleep.

**time passing***

i wake up the next day at like noon and take a shower and wash my long and black hair. I get out and put on red/orange eyeshadow and eyeliner and mascara. i put on red lipstick. i put on a baggy bullet for my valentine sweatshirt and black ripped jeans with red fishnets underneath. i put on some spiky combat boots. i walk downstairs and make a smoothie and listen to sleeping with sirens and try to remember what it was like to be dead. time passes and the door knocks. my mom is gone to pick up roobbie from school so i go to answer the door and it is gerard and he is carrying all of my books and smiling. he is wearing really really tight black skinny jeans and a holey pierce the veil shirt and eyeliner. "hey Elaine" he says. "hey gerard" i greet him flirty. he walks in and puts the books on the table and turns to me and pulls me into a kiss. he kisses relaly good and i start to feel turned on . "come upstairs to my room" i say.

~~~~~~SEX PART

he comes to my room with me and we lay down on my black satin bed and kiss some more. he starts to take off my hoodie and I blush and let him take my hoodie off. I am wearing a lacy black and red bra underneath and he takes that off too. soon I am naked and he kisses me all over and I feel really good. then he takes of his shirt. he takes off those black skinny jeans and not wearing underwear and his massive cock!!! like 9 inches. "put that in me" i say sexily. he look worried and say "im am too big maybe?" and i say no because i had finger myself before so i was ready. he nodded and put it in me and i orgasm like immediately!! "yes! yes! yes!" i say. he says "oohhh m ygod" and also organisms. he pulls out and i hold him.

~~~~~~~END OF SEXy PART!!!!!!!!

"that was my first time" i say to him. "that was my first time too...with a girl." and it is quiet for a little bit. "is death scary?" he asks me. "nah" i say not really. "it kind of feels like this.." and then I fall asleep while gerard is still hugging me tight.

theres one more part after this my penguisn and then the story ends..