Magcon/ Omaha squad imagines

Cameron Dallas ~ sad

I sat on the couch just thinking would Cams life be different if I was gone? Would people miss me if I was gone? What would happen if I died today?

Now your probably wondering why is she thinking these things? My answer is easy, people who are fans of cam and the boys absolutely hate me and I have no idea why. I did nothing to them.

Let me tell you about myself. Cam and I have been dating for six months, I self harm but Cam doesn't know that. Both cam and I were born in Chino Hills, and that's about it I guess.

I got up off the couch and went to our bathroom. I know I shouldn't do this but I can't help it. I bent down and grabbed my razor and took it to my wrist. One for being ugly, two for being fat, three for being a waste of space. I just cut the third one and heard Cam call my name. Shit, I have to hide this quickly! I ran into the bedroom after cleaning my cuts and throwing away the blade and put a jumper on.

"Y/N? Are you okay? Why are you wearing a jumper in 30 degree heat?" Cam asked me.

"Y-yeah I'm fine cam, just a little cold." I stuttered.

Cam grabbed me by the wrists and I yelped in pain.

"Y/N, why did you just scream and yank your hands away?"

"Umm... No reason" I said.

"Y/N, so me your wrists now please," cam pleaded.

I sighed and rolled up the sleeves of the jumper to reveal my fresh cuts and some old scars. I looked up to Cam who had tears in his eyes.

"Why y/n? Why?" He said whilst starting to cry.

"It's the hate Cameron, I can't take it anymore!" I screamed and fell into his embrace.

"It's okay y/n. We will get through this together, I promise you." Cam said into my ear.

"Okay cam, okay." I said

From then on, I was clean from cutting. Cam had helped and so did the other boys.

A/N

Hey people,

So I finally updated this book! I wrote this chapter off of the top of my head. I chose to write about self harm because so many people, boys and girls go thought this daily and it's sad to see.

It's ad to see someone as beautiful as you so sad, you don't deserve to be. By far my favourite quote.

So I hoped you enjoyed, if would like an image done please don't hesitate to private message me or comment on here!