Battle for change

A change for Ramona

  The shed was bigger then i thought. Inside there was alot of rope,barrles,and boxes. This was probably an old storage. I was lucky to find some wood,a match box,and a large blanket or i would've froze to death.

   We sat down by the fire as soon i was finish making it. I loved how the flame danced around, as if representing it's joy. The fire may be happy.. but my heart is full of sorrow...

"It would've been best if you didn't talk to me.." i said curled in a ball.

"...Well, it's not my fault the weather changed.." Mason said putting the blanket around us.

"More like my fault.."

"How do you figure?"

"I get a little nervous around other people. When i'm nearvous werid things happen like the street light breaking and the sudden storm"

"That doesn't sound like a human to me"

"No s*** sherlock. I'm not an average creature that appears here either" i said with a small giggle.

   Now that i got to know him better , he doesn't seem so bad... but, I still feel like he's dangerous. Like there's a small scent of  destruction lingering around him.

"Then what are you?"

"I'll tell you later, when i know i can trust you," i said pulling my hair behind my ear.

"Ok."

"Must be nice not having to live by yourself." i said trying to change the subject

" I guess but my pack gets really annoying at times."

Is he really complaining about them being annoying?! At least he has family...friends! I have no one...

"Who isn't annoying at times? You just have to be greatful you have someone to take care of you."

"True."

"Me,.. i would love to have someone to be with. To talk to or just goof off..."

"...You don't have any family..Friends?"

"no...They either died or abandoned me...It's always the same story..over and over again." I said looking at the fire

"Oh.."

"So, i treasure every conversation i have. Hoping that it never ends.. even if it's a painful one..., but it always does.."

  I didn't realize till now that i was....crying. I felt so much pain in my chest and my throt . I thought i lost the ablility to cry... when my home was set a flame...

I whipped away the tears quickly, but they kept falling

"How silly of me.. crying like this. I'm not a child.."

   I wish i could dissappear. Glancing at him i saw that he was stareing at me...His eyes,crystal blue, filled with sorrow. Was it because of me..? Impossible..No one cares about me- . Why am i warm all of a sudden...?

   My eyes widden. "He's..hugging me..?!" At that moment, I wailed like a six year old. I couldn't hold it in anymore.. All my pain exploded out of me.. and there was no stopping it. It was... too much for my heart to handle...

He stroke my back slowly. I've never felt so warm in my life. He was like the first sunraise to shine on my cold,worthless life.

"I won't... leave alone to suffer this pain..."

 What does he mean?? 

  " .....I'll stay with you...,Ramona."