Run~BTS Jin

♡~Run~♡

"Why...why are you leaving me?"

"I just...cant anymore...Im sorry..."

"Why am I not good enough Seokjin!?"

"Its..its not like that..Ma Ri"

"...then what is it like? Huh? If you dont love me then just say it...dont hide it...dont lie about it..."

"Im sorry...please calm down..."

"Calm down? Seokjin! What- why?! Why should I!? Do you even feel a thing at all? Pain? Sympathy?"

"Of course I do Ma Ri!...I just...just cant be with you okay!? Just leave me alone!"

"Fine...I'll leave you alone..dont ever talk to me..."

"M-Ma Ri wait...please dont walk away crying...I'll feel even more worse..."

"Why do you even care Seokjin...you dont...goodbye..."

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~one year later~

I held my breath walking into my homeroom. My long caramel colored hair being blown aside slightly by the light breeze from the adjacent window. My deep brown eyes lingered at the specks of dirt on the rubber tiled floor. I briskly found my seat and sat down, hanging my bag on the back of my chair. I sighed and starred out the window vacantly as my class started and lunch approached.

The bell rang and class was dismissed. I grabbed my box of rice from my locker and went on my way to the rooftop, where I usually ate my lunch, alone. I pushed the door open and shut it, only to find familiar face only inches away from mine.

"N-Namjoon...what are you doing here?" I stuttered out, surprised.

"What do you mean? Im eating lunch with you." He smiled and held up a brown paper bag that smelled of rice cake or two.

So the both of us sat on the edge of the rooftop and ate our lunches. Namjoon gobbled his down and I nitpicked at mine. So many things were on my busy mind.

"You okay Baek Ma Ri?"

"Hm? Oh..yeah. im fine. I guess..."

"Fine? You don't look it. You know what you need?"

"Hm?"

"A bite of my rice cake haha" Namjoon smiled and shoved one in my mouth.

I swallowed it, almost choking, and slightly smiled.

"Oh, you have a little something here by your lips." Namjoon scooted closer and lightly brushed a rice grain off. He then looked into my eyes and smiled, but it then softened when he stared even longer and deeper.

Heat rose to my cheeks and ears. My body froze and couldn't move. My heart stopped.

Namjoon laughed, which made me jump, and he leaned back a bit stretching his arms. He grinned then patted my head," well I gotta go miss. May I escort you to class?"

"Okay. " I looked away and he walked me to class.

What even almost happened...

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The school day had ended and I was on my way home. I got on a bus and sat in the 3rd to last seat on the left. I put in my earbuds and starred out of the window.

My eyes were half shut when I saw him. The hair at the crown of his head damp in sweat sticking to his glowing skin. His chest rising and lowering, breathing heavily. His lips soft and moist looking from his tongue softly grazing across it. He was running. Just the sight of him makes me hungry...even though its not just him running for excitement but for a girl.

"Seokjin..." I whisper.

A translucent tear escapes from me and I lower my head not able to watch his next move....next move of...kissing her.

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