My eyes slowly fluttered open as my wishes were quickly smothered in the spitefully warm sunlight streaming in through the crimson red curtains. I was definitely back in Camelot.
Red.
The curtains were red. Blood is red. Blood comes out of dead people. They're dead because I killed them. All of them. No, no ,no ,no, No! They're alive now it would be an insult to there life to think about their death. Yes, yes-yes, an insult, yes. I picked my shaking body up and dragged it towards the window. There standing as if he were paralyzed was Merlin, his eyes fixed upon the window that I was staring out of. Minutes passed, The crowd of Camelot bustling around him completely unaware of the dazzling power that the unsuspecting serving boy held, it was like mistaking a priceless diamond for a shard of broken glass.
"Milady?"
I turned around to face a Gwen I had long forgotten: smiling, happy to see me, no fear in her eyes.
"It's great too see you again Gwen" I said pulling her into a hug - hugs are just an excuse to hide your face.
" I'll get Arthur he'll be pleased you're awake." Gwen turned to go but I grabbed her wrist to stop her; I wasn't ready to face him and act like I didn't see his motionless corpse every time I closed my eyes.
"No!.. not yet, could you get Merlin? please don't ask why." Gwen smiled and nodded however I could see curiosity burning in her eyes
"It's not my place to ask questions."
Oh Gwen, if only you knew what destiny has in store for you.
5 minutes later I found Merlin standing in my doorway his eyes stained with similar pearls of saltwater to mine. He was the one to break the silence:
"I'm sorry"
"What for? I am the one with blood on my hands. I'm the monster! You could kill me right here, right now and I'd LET YOU!"
" I had no right not to lie to you, to make you believe you were alone and-"
"You had every right."
He seemed shocked at this. He opened his mouth to say something and then closed it again. The gap between us was disappearing second by second: now there was only millimetres between our lips.
"I-I have to go.." he stuttered leaving me standing there, frozen and thoroughly confused.
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