Walking up to those iron gates once again I began to feel sad rather than nervous, sad because I knew this time there would be no Tyler here this was my first day back at school since the fire and as much as I missed my friends apart of me wished to never see them all again, to get new friends, new friends who wouldn't know about the fire, who wouldn't give me sympathetic looks and treat me different because of it, but hey who gets what they wish for, no one right?
Making my way through the crowded hallways I smiled through all the sympathetic looks, I told people I was fine, although they probably didn't believe me. I actually fooled myself for a few minutes before remembering everything that had happened.
Sitting down in history, I realised I wasn't the only student to return to school half way through the year. Blake Spencer dropped out last year too around the same time as me actually I don't know why, we never really spoke much him and Tyler didn't exactly 'get along' well to be truly honest they hated each other, i'm not quite sure why whenever I asked Tyler he would just say something to do with our families then get off the conversation.
Blake was tall with blonde hair, blue eyes and his muscles, oh wow, the only downside he was so full of himself, big turn off.
Mr Gimarsh sat the pair of us together to help each other catch up on the half year we missed out on, all I could think about was how angry this would have made Tyler and suddenly I began to feel anger towards Blake.
Glaring at him as he sat down next to me, I sighed heavily trying to make him feel as uncomfortable as I possibly could. I realised my attempt had failed when a huge smirk appeared on his face only seeming to get larger the more I glared. Was he enjoying this?
"I've never seen a glare so un-intimidating in my whole life." he spat, his smirk growing more now that he knew he had made me feel down.
Not being very good at conflict or arguing, I immediately stopped glaring at him and looked downwards towards the desk. I could feel myself burning up I felt so embarrassed and so small, Blake was such an ass.
He then began to glare at me muttering the words "Thats how to glare," shortly after. A smirk then appeared on his face again, this one slightly bigger than the last.
I spent the rest of the class looking down at the desk waiting for it to end, I felt as though the class would never finish and I would be stuck in Blake's presence forever. Wow, the thought actually made me feel sick to the pit of my stomach.
Finally,I was back in my mothers car ready to go home and hide myself in my room. Away from the world and then sympathy that I didn't want, need or care for. Winding the window down as my mother began to drive a sudden gust of fresh air hit me, it spoke the words "Don't be scared." My body suddenly froze up my whole body felt stiff.
"Did you hear that?" I began to repeat the words in panic, my mother had to have heard it, it was so real, so much like Tyler.
"Hear what Cassie?" my mother asked looking at me confused, she obviously never heard anything.
"Tyler." I blurted out.
She's going to think I'm crazy, I thought, she's going to make me see the darn therapist again. No I could not deal with that again, just because I went through a rough time does not make me crazy, I thought to myself. but then again... how else could I explain everything thats happening to me lately.
"Cassie!" her voice sounded concerned and also a little annoyed, but she was trying to hide that. She went on "It's just been a stressful day darling, you never heard Tyler because he's no longer hear sweetie you really need to move on." giving me a reassuring smile she turned away no longer looking at me.
How could she say that I need to move on? Does she even remember what I had been through! I'd lost the only person who understood me, the only person I actually enjoyed spending time with. And she thinks I should 'move on' well I most certainly will not and there isn't a reason why I should! I was so angry at her she my mother she should be here for me.
Slamming the car door I immediately ran into the house, straight up the stairs and into my room locking the door behind me as I wanted to be alone.
Sat in the corner I cried and cried eventually, I had no tears left. Nothing left but a head that felt like it had been hit with a brick over a million times. Rubbing my eyes I glanced around my room everything in here reminded me of Tyler, even the walls that stood around me as I sat in the corner holding my thin legs into my hunched over body.
I began to think of the memories of me and Tyler, each piece of furniture had a memory to go with it. I looked over at a small golden hair piece that Tyler had gave me as a sorry present for being rude to me when he first met me. His mother had forced him to give it to me as she had been contacted by my mother, Tyler had scared me into not going back to school after our first encounter. The piece was small and oh so pretty it was covered in gold glitter and gems, I wore it always.
My thoughts of the clip were interrupted by a squeaking sound coming from my bedroom window, above were I sat. Standing up to look what had made the noise, fear once again took over my body as I read the words written on my window "This is all his fault don't worry he'll pay for everything." I didn't understand any of it. What was who's fault and why should I worry. I blinked rubbing my eyes and as I looked again the message had vanished from the window leaving nothing but clear glass. I looked outside to get a glimpse of who wrote me the disturbing message, but no one was there just trees and darkness. Wow it had gotten late real quick.
As I lay in bed that night I found myself thinking about the message on the window, I wish I understood it. And I wish I knew what they were talking about and most of all who.
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Reborn evil
VampireAfter the death of her beloved boyfriend Tyler, Cassie is trying to rebuild her life bit by bit. With strange happenings and an emotional past it may be harder than she thinks.