What to do

A break up and a heart ache (chappie 3)

RECAP

"Okay. Now, you have time to explain to me, why you had a shitty mood" Sophia gave me a serious face. I hesitated, and tried not to make some waterworks when I said it

"I think he's cheating on me"

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*Sophia POV*

"I think he's cheating on me" Those words blasted through my soul. I looked at Camillia, as she tries to hold back her tears. I hugged her tightly, and I keep mumbling sorry to her.

"Sophia, you don't need to be sorry. It's not your fault" She gave me a frown.

"Hey, don't frown you'll get wrinkles!" I tried to cheer her up, then she chuckled. It just pained me to see my best friend, hurt. Also, they were such a good couple, just like me and Jake.

"I think I'll go to bed" Camillia mumbled. I gave her a half smile and nodded, she went up the stairs and I turned my face to the television in front of me. "By the way, thanks for cheering me up" I quickly turned my head at her and smiled. I heard Camillia's footsteps getting softer and softer.

I slouched on the couch and sighed. I looked at my phone and resisted the urge to call then yell at Jacob. I grabbed the remote and turned on the television, I saw nothing interesting after a few hours and turned the television off. I felt my eyes drooping down then I slept without hesitance.

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Give a little time to me, or burn this out

We'll play hide and seek, to turn this around

All I want is the taste that your lips allow

My my, my my-y, oh give me love

Give a little time to me, or burn this out

We'll play hide and seek, to turn this around

All I want is the taste that your lips allow

I heard the a soft sound of music sung Ed Sheeran, waking me from my sleep. Then I heard sobbing. I sat up from the couch and saw Camillia with her iPod in her hands. I decided to not talk to her because she wouldn't want my company now.

I grabbed a sweater, some jeans, and ugg boots. I headed outside for a walk, and saw the leaves turning orange and falling everywhere. I stared down at the sidewalk, trying to think about the things that I've heard from Camillia.

'Why am I so affected of this? If I'm so affected about this, would that mean I will be more upset and depressed if Jake breaks up with me?' I thought, while walking.

I see a bench filled with orange leaves. I move them away with a move of my arm. I sigh and put my hands to my face.

*Camillia's POV*

Just after Sophia left, I went to my room. I face planted myself to my bed and sighed. I looked to my right and saw my phone.

Should I call him and end things? Am I too naive? What if it was his family member?' I thought, questioning myself.

I kept looking at my phone, debating with myself. As I was about to get a hold of my phone, the doorbell was rung. I went to the bathroom to fix myself.

I went downstairs to open the door, and when I opened it I saw Jacob.

"We need to talk" He said. I gulped and gestured him to go in. I sat on the couch and he sat beside me.

"What's wrong, Jacob?" I asked, confused. 'What did I do wrong?' I thought.

"I think it's time to go our separate ways" He said quietly, but not quiet enough for me not to hear it. "Listen, I-"

"It's that girl you were going out behind my back, isn't it?" I cut him off, hoping my voice doesn't crack. "You could have told me, if you were trying to make this easier. It's not" I said, my voice failing me at some words, and my tears about to fall. I looked down quickly, just to cover my tears. 'Why didn't he tell me? Am I not good enough?' I thought.

I looked up seeing that he was walking to the door and then in a few seconds, he was gone. I was alone. I am never going to see him again... Scratch that, I never want to see him again, and I never will.

*Sophia POV*

I was still sitting on that bench, thinking about what happened to Camillia. 'Why didn't I feel that sad when I had two heartbreaks?' I thought. I felt a hand on my shoulder and I screamed for 1 second.

"Oh my god!" I yelled, I sucked in my breath just in case.

"Chill out! It's me Jake!" He chuckled. I breathed out, and sighed. "Well, you look down... What's the problem?" He sat down beside me, making circles on my back.

"Camillia..." I stopped myself, just to think. 'Can't I just tell him? What if I'm wrong and he'll get mad at me?' I questioned myself

"Hello? Camillia?" Jake started shaking my shoulders, fast. I looked at him then to a tree. "Something you want to talk about?" He said, trying to get my attention, but I didn't mind him... Yet. "A penny for your thoughts?" I laughed a bit, and faced him. Thoughts of Camillia floating around my head

"It's just that... While we were waiting for Camillia to get out of the restroom. The thing is, she overheard Jacob on the phone, saying he'll ditch us, and he called the one on the phone 'babe'. But she doesn't know if it was a relative." I stopped there, I didn't want him to know that Camillia was a wreck.

"Wh- what? I don't think Jacob would do that. And if he did, he would've told me. I highly doubt that's true" He said, a bit upset, and a bit angry.

"Jake, don't go making conclusions and what not, I didn't say we were blaming him" I rolled my eyes

"So, you're going to spread rumours?" Jake asked, still a bit mad

"Why the hell would you think that?!" I stood up from my seat and crossed my arms.

"I don't know..." He said sarcastically, then continued. "You're a girl" He motioned to my body

"Just because I'm a girl, doesn't mean I'm those 'rumour spreading girls'" I made air quotes to that. I can't believe he thought I was one of those... rumour spreading bitches. "You know better than this Jake" I sighed.

I was getting pissed, and I needed to be calm for my bestie. "Listen, I can't get stressed or anything because I have to be happy for Cam, so I think it's best that you leave me alone for now" I tried to say calmly, but I was still slightly angry.

"When can I talk to you?" He asked, his voice softer and more calm. He was still sitting on that leafy bench, but I was standing up on the pavement.

"When? I think when I'm ready to handle things" I said, before I walked the way home.

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After my walk and encounter of Jake, I finally was home. I settled on the couch and I was bored. I grabbed the remote and flicked threw the channels, nothing interested me on the television. And as if a real lightbulb was on me, I had an idea.

I went upstairs and looked for Cami, when I opened the door to Cami's room, I saw her sleeping. I looked closely, just to see if she was crying what-so-ever, and when I saw her pillows. It was damp, probably because I went out on a walk too long. 'Why did she cry this time?' I thought, looking for the picture frame with Jacob and Cami.

I looked at the most obvious place that I know that Cami would put it, by her laptop. I quickly went over to her laptop, just to see if something happened to it. When I looked, it wasn't there, that kept me thinking. 'Why did she remove it? Why am I so curious? Probably because curiosity killed the cat' I thought, while guessing where else it could've been. This girl needed explanations to me.

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Hey my Pandas, sorry for the late update... I have rough times and school. :o But I updated anyway!

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- Soph