The New Me || BTS JIN

1:Chapter 5

SANDARA POV

After begging them to bring me to the tattoo store,they finally agreed to.

I wanted them for a long time but I didn't know what to get and right now,I finally did.

All of us just came out from the Tattoo shop and even though I got 5 tattoos in total.

(look at the media )

One on my left hand middle finger,there was one that wrote

"Love"

I picked that since i want to remind me to love myself for who I am.

One at my right wrist ,there was

"&"

It basically an ampersand and it stands for "And".

To me, an ampersand is a unique symbol itself.

Plus someone once told me the meaning of "And" was -"I am not finish,there is more" I found it fascinating how a symbol itself can mean a lot.

And my whole life is like a ampersand right now so it really suited my life story.

One on the side of my left arm.

There was a drawing of Seagulls flying freely

It because I am finally free now unlike before.

I'm someone different.

Someone new.

Someone better.

And I'm just like those seagulls.

My heart used to be trap in a cage and I never get a chance to fly and to be free but now,I have the chance to do so.

So I picked that tattoo to represent that I break from my cage to be someone I always desire.

One at the middle of my back shoulder.

(A/N.P.S.:Even though the picture in the media the tattoo is at the left side of the back shoulder, Just look at it like its at the middle of the back shoulder instead of the left since I couldn't find a specific one:(Thank you!:))

"Feathers and "never give up"

I picked that because I want the new me to be strong.

I used to let people control me but now I won't.

I will be strong for myself.

I won't do any foolish things like before anymore.

I will change.

And lastly,one on the back of my right ear.

"A swan"

It because a swan is something like my spirit animal.

When everyone have entered the living room,Nam Joon shouted loudly

"Good news!"

"We will start class tomorrow and all of us will be attending the same class for this whole year."

"Jinjja?!"Everyone asked Nam Joon in unison.

"Ne!"

"All of your uniform have just arrive from the uniform store and i already place it in all of your wardrobe and it already iron by them so just make sure you wake up by 6.30a.m. tomorrow arroso?"Nam joon said sternly at us and we laughed at his seriousness.

"YES SIR!"the boys said in unison and our laughter filled up the room.

Time then went on and it was already time to us to sleep.