To be honest with you I hate my life it totally sucks! My family barely tolerate me, I am totally failing school, I have no friends, except one and only friend Brooke, and to top it all off my neighbour makes my life living hell !
You see I don't understand why he hates me so much I have barely spoke a word to him since I moved next door to him at the age of 7 when we had to move here from Australia when my dad got a big promotion. Trust me it was not like I wanted to I loved Australia! I had friends and family. My life was great.
When we moved here was when it all changed....
- age 14 ( 3 years previous)
Oh the joys of going to school 5 days a week just get get called
"stupid"
"ugly"
"fat"
It is all because of Harry he turned every one against right from the minute I walked into his class in year 2
*flash back*
Harry" eww look its that ugly girl that lives next door to me"
Kyle (Harry's best friend in the story) "dude what are you on about she is pretty!"
" are you blind I have never seen anything so ugly" Harry spat back at Kyle.
Later in playground
" you gonna talk to her Harry?" asked Kyle
"No!"
I watched in awe as Harry walked toward me and did something totally unexpected!
He punched me.
*end of flashback*
As I slowly get ready for the day I realise that I finish school in less than 2 weeks for summer break! No taunting, no getting hurt and most of all I shouldn't have to see Harry as he should be doing his own thing with his friends instead of terrorizing me !
The bus ride to school everyday is torturous as all that every happens is I get pushed around or called names. Harry made sure of this as he one day in year 7 told everyone to mean to, no explanation as to why but everyone just listened to him because he was the popular one that no one wanted to get on the bad side of.
As I slide on to my seat , one that has dried up chewing gum on, I slide my ear phones in and turn on my iPod to linkin park castle of glass
Take me down to the river bend,
Take me down to the fighting end,
Wash the poison from off my skin
Show me how to be whole again
Fly me up on a silver wing
Past the black where the siren sing
Warm me up in a nova's glow
And drop me down to the dream below
(Chorus)
Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see.
For you to see
Bring me home in blinding dream
Through the secrets that I have seen
Wash the sorrow from off my skin
And show me how to be whole again
(Chorus)
Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see.
For you to see
Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything else I need to be
(Chorus)
Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see.
For you to see
For you to see
I drift into my own world as I listen to the song until someone tapes me on the shoulder....
