You Only Get So Many Chances - A Larry Stylinson Fanfic

Chapter 6

*-Louis' Pov-*

"W-what?" I say as my throat started aching barely able to talk. I look at Zayn he's frozen staring out into space and Liam is crying,

"Gemma died," Harry said sobbing on the ground his fists hitting the tiled ground,

I wanted to ask how but I decided not to. I excuse myself to my room and cry the whole night. Gemma was so full of happiness and never mad. Her and Harry were really close, it breaks my heart to see Harry like this

(S/n I know Gemma doesn't really die in real life I just wanna mix things up)

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We woke up the next morning everyone puffy eyed and red from crying. We ate breakfast in silence, Harry stayed in his room and noone told him otherwise.

"How did she die?" I asked

Liam and Zayn look at each other as if it wasn't okay to tell me until they both nodded to each other and Zayn said

"She got in a car accident," he said.

Tears start forming in my eyes but I stop myself from letting them fall.

~*~

Days pass Harry hasn't eaten or came out of his room so I decide to try and talk to him. I lightly knock on the door

No answer

I slightly turn the knob of the door to realize the door was open the whole time.

I lock the door behind me and see tissues all over the ground, a pillow all smashed out, and scrapbooks and a camera on the bed.

Harry was sitting on a chair facing the window looking outside, his eyes were red and puffy.

"H-Harry your mom called and asked if you're going to Gemma's funeral,"

He looked at me and said,

"I loved her so much I don't know what to do without her," he started sobbing in my chest.

I put my hand on his back and try to soothe him.

"I-I'm so sorry" I say

I couldn't hold back the tears, we cry on each others arms.

"Louis please come with me to her wedding please" he asked

I nodded

"Ok,"

I turn and look at the wall and see holes as If someone was punching the walls, obviously he had to let out all the hurt and angryness.

Harry looks at me and says

"Thankyou" and pecks my lips with his.

I smile and walked out the room.

"Wow he didn't let any of us in why you?" Liam asked frowning

I ignored it and got the car keys.

I walk out the door. i seriously need to take my mind off of it.

I really like Harry maybe I should plan a date well secret date and ask him out there so papz won't find out and we can announce everyone some day. Maybe not now since everything going on with Gemma dying.

I park in the Parking lot of Starbucks and walk out the car closing the door behind me while hearing a beeping sound notifying me that my car is locked.

I ordered a coffee, once i recieved it i took a seat on a table. I saw fans stare at me. Thankfully they see how hurt I am so they decide to leave. I turn my head and see a couple smiling at each other and talking to each other all lovey dovey. I wish that was me and Harry. A rush of anger comes upon me I throw my cup of coffee. Suddenly everything was from loud to quiet. All eyes on me. I look around and I run outside to my car. I go inside and punch the steering wheel. Tears start streaming down my face. suddenly reality hits me in the face, Gemma did die...

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*-Harry's Pov-*

Why did Gemma have to die? Why didn't it have to be me instead of her? I take out my camera and skim through the pictures of me and her together happy. Fun loving brother and sister. A tear rolls down my nose and lands on the cameras lense. I refuse to face the fact that she's dead. I text her

To: Gemma

I love you <333

I send the message knowing she won't read it. I punch the wall and leave a dent in it. I collapse to the ground and cry in a ball.

"Everything alright mate?" I hear Liam say on the other side of my door.

I just wanted to scream at him and say "no I'm not fucking alright my sister that I really loved died and you expect me to say I'm alright?!" But instead I say

"Yeah I'm alright"

I hear his footsteps descend till I couldn't hear them anymore.

First management is telling me to keep my crush to Harry a complete secret and now my sister dies

Why do I feel like I can't be myself? Why can't I love who I want to?

And why did management tell me to date Taylor?! She's a lovely girl

But I love Louis

And only Louis.

----------------------------------------------------omfg Gemma dies D; not what you Gus expected aye?

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