Chapter 3

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Erika POV

I woke up around 7 in the morning and Matt was laying right next to me. For some reason I couldn't go back to sleep. Maybe I was scared that my mom would find us. I know we have to go home soon but I really don't want to.

Faith shouldn't have to live like that. For me I could care less.

I thought and thought. Wow. I'm a thinker. Matt woke up and turned towards me. "Good morning weirdo!" He laughed. "Come on let's get up and wake everyone." I got up and I was in my pajamas. Matt and I walked to the living room where JJ and Faith were sleeping. But surprisingly they were both awake.

"You know we need to go home today...right Faith." She was smiling till I said that. "Do we really?" I could tell she was disappointed. "Yes we do!"

Faith hugged and kissed JJ goodbye. And I hugged and kissed Matt. Who knows when we will see them again. Knowing we never told our mom we were leaving or staying, I knew we were going to get it.

We were walking and about half way I finally said "Once we get in the house you go straight to our room got it?" Maybe I was a little demanding but I didn't need our mom hurting her again. "But what if she hurts you and just goes over board?"

"If she does, she does. But once you hear no more and I'm not coming back to the room you go in there." Faith nodded her head.

We were right in front of the door. "Good luck..." Faith hugged me. We walked in and faith ran to the room.

My mom was sitting on her chair. You could smell the cocaine and there was beer bottles all around. "Where were you?" She stood up. "You better not have been with those stupid boys you both call your boyfriends." Her voice got louder. "They're using you. Do you really think Matt likes you?!" A tear ran down my cheek. "Shut up you fucking bitch..." I said quietly. She slapped me. It burned but it wasn't the worst she's done. "I'm a bitch?! Look at your self you fat ass!!" Wow. All I could think was nice comebacks you fucker. But I didn't say that.

She punched my stomach. "Go to your fucking room and don't let me see you at all tonight."

I ran to my room. My stomach was killing me. Once I got to my room I pulled up my shirt a big bruise. Nice. "Oh my good Erika what the hell did you tell her?!" I told Faith everything. "And I can't go back out there at all tonight."

Faith was hungry so she went to the kitchen. I grabbed my shoe box full of blades under my bed, and pulled my new razor out. "Hello friend I've missed you..." I pushed the razor against my wrist and cut 3 big cuts. I put my razor away and grabbed my cuff bracelet to hide everything.

I laid on my bed and fell asleep. "I'm sorry Faith, I'm sorry Matt, I'm sorry JJ..." I fell asleep.

I was done...

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