Falling

Ever since I was born I knew there was something different about me. I am the younger twin. Only by a minute. My mother acts like I'm not even alive.

Or she wants me to feel like it.

That's why I chose to do this.

Cars whizz by me. I feel the cold metal under my feet. I talk a deep breath. "Thou father... Who art in heaven.."

I inch towards the edge. "Hallow be thy name..." A tear slides down my face and I just, fall.

I spread my arms and fall. I swear I can her someone call my name. "Shaneah!!!!!!! Nooooooo!"

I land I the water that feels like concrete. I try to drown myself but it's not working. Someone is pulling me to land.

I cough up water. "Janae! Get off me!!" I say in between coughs.

"You were trying to KILL yourself! You know how stupid that is!" Janae says trying to scream at me.

"You dumb ass! You don't know why I killed or tried to kill my self? Mother HATES me. I wasn't planned you were! You have a beautiful name and what do I have? Shaneah! That's ugly! No one loves me or will love me! She only expected.."

I go out cold. This temperature and the temperature of the water I am freezing.

I wake up to see only bright lights. And the devil.