Falling From Love

I think

I didn’t wake up in till six when my dad brought in some fast food and turned on the TV. He turned to me and said “hello Hun how have you been”, I looked to him and said “fine what about you”.? In the end we ate are food talked like usual and now were going to go out next week probity shoot some hoops. I love my dad so much. So Alex came over for awhile and we played video games then he had to go to some football meeting with my dad. I also just realized its Saturday. I do love god but I don’t really go to church. I think Rickey is going to come over tonight which is good I don’t know why but he makes me smile.  I put some make up on I know it’s different I usually only wear make up at school but even then it’s really light. I put on my black skinny jeans on with my purple converse and my gray Aracrombie and Fitch jacket. I don’t know why but I try to look good around him.”Nock nock”, on the little window and I could see his gray Hollister shirt and blue sneakers. I crawled thru the window and he garbed my hand to help me up I swear I felt a small spark but whatever. He said “were shall we go to tonight”? I didn’t really know what to say I mean I really don’t care but I answered “what about a movie”? He said “ okay it’s on me”, in my head I said yea because I didn’t really have any money. We walked to his house and he got his motorcycle and we flew into the cool summer night. It was maybe a fifteen minute drive but I did get to put my arms around his waist. When we got there we decided to see this horror movie called “Silent Death”, sounded scary. Guess who was right after the first fifteen minutes Rickey grabbed my hand. That is when I got this little idea in my head that I THINK I have a crush on him! I have never felt this way about a guy before it was awesome. After the movie we went to this small alley  two blocks away from the begging naborhood. I asked “why are we hear”, he said “do you want to drive my bike”? I was so surprised and said “sure”? I was so scared he made me get on first and told me were to but my hands. I push the gas and went ten feet then fell off like an idiot. He ran over while I was in a shrub and asked “are you okay”, I tried to giggle it off and he did to as he reached for my hand to help me up. His bike was okay I tried it again and didn’t fall. Then he got on behind me he placed his hands around my waist. I actually drove to his house without killing us.

. It was amazing I have never drove something so fast. After we got there I parked and we went behind his house to walk back to mine well at least that’s what I thought. Instead a big black dog decided to come at us I was so scared it happened so fast and in a second the dog had jumped on Ricky and was attacking him! I yelled but nothing happened so I saw a big stick and started hitting the dog after three hits the dog got off and ran away in to the dark. I fell on my knees grabbed Ricky’s’ shoulders and shook him “Are you okay”? Ricky? His eyes were open but he’s not saying anything. He was dazed and confused but finally replied “yea”, I said “thank God your okay”. He leaned up and touched his head to find some blood and a cut. Then I saw it and it was bad I took off my jacket then my raggedy shirt I was wearing under it and ripped it in half. I tied it around his head then realized I was only wearing a bra. Awkwardly I put my jacket back on and asked “I think we should go to the hospital”? He agreed and I got on his motorcycle and he climbed on the back and we drove off to the hospital. It was a thirty minute drive but when we got there I helped him in and they took him. But only after I told them we had insurance. In the end he got ten stitches and my dad didn’t find out. His dad didn’t find out either. So after the stitches we got on the bike drove to his house then tried to walk to my house which was good because he still remembered everything. So we were walking about two blocks away from my house and we had to stop because Ricky got a little dizzy witch the doctors said is normal. We sat down on a nearby bench. He turned to me and asked if that dog scared me? I replied “yea, but what really scared me is  when it jumped on you”. We were silent for the next 10minuets and then we started to head back to my house once we were there we stopped in the back yard. We laded down on the ground and looked up at the stars. He tried his head to me and said “this is nice, and thank you for taking me to the hospital, I replied “no problem”. We laded there for what seemed forever. Then he leaned up, so did I. But he didn’t stand up but instead took my right hand. Before I knew what was going on he leaned in and kissed me. Right on the lips. I kissed him back and he lightly touched my face. Then he lightly took it off and took his lips off mine and laded back down to see the stars. With blushed cheeks I put my hand over his chest and laded down to look at the stars too. He then said in his deep voice “I’ve wonted to do that for so long”. We laded there till the early sun started to rise. He then stood up grabbed my right hand to help me up and we kissed once again. Then he walked off home leveling me there in pure shock. Then he lightly yelled “see you tonight”. I crawled thru the basement window and just sat there on the ground my back on the wall.  I whispered out “I just had my first kiss”. Then lightly laded on the ground and fell asleep. I woke up to the sound of my TV being turned on then leaned up and saw Alex and Zack on my couch. When I got up it was about  three in the afternoon so I headed up to the kitchen. When I opened the ice box there was left over pizza from yesterday so I warmed up a piece in the microwave. As the “beep beep beep”, ended my dad walked in and started to talk to me about how I should go out and do stuff get out of the house. But I told him I was okay I mean at night time I go out. After I ate my pizza he asked me to go check the mail get some sun so I did. It was  so hot out there but are drive way was short then I realized I haven’t been out during the day in a while. When I went inside I  gave dad the mail then ran down the stairs to ask Alex and Zack if they would come skate board with me but they ignored me. I went to my little room and got my skated board. I ran up the stairs and yell to dad you were right then headed out the front door. I jogged over to my neighbors house. I went up to the door and rang the bell after a few seconds Jane opened the door with a smile and said “Hey, Nikki where have you been”, I replied “oh, you know sleeping and stuff” she giggled and got her skate board. She and I went to her back yard and stared to skate. Then I finally said “I’m sorry for not talking to you since school ended just been caching up on my naps”, she smiled and said “It’s okay me too”. Me and Jane have been friend since kinder garden but we only hang out on the weekends during school and a few times in the summer when she’s not on vacation or something. When Imp not with her I’m with the boys. Yea also Zack and her are a couple the others don’t have girlfriends. We spent the whole day skating and catching up it was awesome. But now I have to get ready to see Rickey tonight.