Falling From Love

Ready to fall

Rickey should be here any minute and ever since are kiss I can’t stop thinking about him. I wonder if he is thinking about me to? I have my blue jean shorts on with my purple high top converse on with a low cut Hollister shirt and a purple under shirt. I was going to do my hair but then I realized I was “changing” myself for a guy so I put my make up on barley brushed my hair. He was there right at the window and he “knocked” I walked up to it as if I wasn’t expecting him and crawled out like always he grabbed my hand and helped me up but this time he pulled me close and kissed me. I swear I felt like I was in a fairy tale. After that he didn’t let go of my hand but lead me thru the dark and into are secret hid out. We stopped and sat down I looked at him and finally asked “why”? He replied “what do you mean why” I said “why, now do you kiss me and not even talk to me and tell me how you feel”? he said “ you tell me how you feel”, Inside I thought maybe he didn’t think I liked him back so he needed to hear how I felt before he could revile himself to me. So I said “okay I’ve had a crush on you since we met I don’t know there is just something about you  I’ve been falling for a while and hope you have to”? Wow I think that was the hardest thing to say and he smiled then said “All catch you”, then leaned in and kissed me. I touched his face and he put his arms around me and I knew I had fallen. Then we were on the ground it was going so fast kissing and I started to take of his shirt and he did the same to me. Then he stopped and said “I don’t want to have sex”, I looked at him in embarrassment and asked “why”? He simply said “I want to wait a little while then we can make love not just sex”. I was so happy then he placed his right arm around my neck and we looked at the stars. Till the night started to fade I asked “will you come see me every night”? He then said “yes”, and walked me home I crawled thru the window and poked my head out and said “Wait”! He turned and I said “now tell me how you feel”? He came up to the window and said “ ever since the day I saw you I knew I was falling in love it was your eyes and everything else I couldn’t stop thinking about you and that’s why I stared to talk and then sneak out to see you at night I’m sorry I didn’t  tell you before but it wasn’t the right time till now”, and he kissed me then left. Then i knew i had fallen in love and he was there to catch me.