loving again

~37~

Bethany's POV

Danielle. No. It's probably just a coincidence. Not the same person.

"Now, stop changing the subject. We are talking about Cameron." Derek tells me.

I sigh. "Okay. What about?"

"Do you still love him?" He asks.

"Did you hear how we met?" I ask. He nods.

"Okay. Well, we went on one date. Then, the next day he offered to help me move in here. We show up, and find out we had a past. We did have moments. But I don't know anymore. He probably doesn't love me. He probably doesn't want to get back together. He probably doesn't want to fall in love again. He probably doesn't want to get married this time!" I sob.

"It's okay Beth. It's okay." Derek hugs me.

"I still love him." I sniffle.
"But I don't want to love him anymore."
"I don't want to hurt anymore. Please." I choke out.

"It's okay Beth." He comforts me.

"I still love him."