Chapter 16: Explain

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A/N: This is set back, It's form when Jimin left the house. The previous chap happens at the same time as this, and joins together.

[T] trigger warning.

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Jimin continues to mindlessly wander around not wanting to go home in fear of the possibility of his father being home, Jimin wanders through the crowded streets, faces all blend together into a blur in his mind as they pass.

'It's funny' Jimin thinks.

'Everyone has a story to tell, each individual has their own battle scars we know nothing of. Everyone has demons to fend off, some worse than others, but all bad in their own way-'

RRUUUUUUUUUNNNNNN-

Jimin's phone begins to ring, clicking on the notification he see's a message from Zayn requesting to meet at the cafe the had their 'date' at.

Jimin met up with Zayn, it was a short meeting, both agreeing to cut end the meetings, Zayn explaining that he didn't feel a 'spark' with Jimin that he had felt with previous relationships.

Jimin begrudgingly made his way to his house. Jimin wondered what that 'spark' Zayn was referring to. What did it mean to love some one, have someone special. Jungkook's face came to mind at that moment, Jimin hated the fact the young boy was beginning to make him rethink his views toward love but he couldn't deny his felt something when looking at the boy, seeing him smile and be happy made his heart swell in warmth.

'What happens after I talk to him?' Jimin wondered to himself just as his phone lit up, receiving another message.

From: Kookie~

To:Jimin

Come to my house later, anytime is fine.

I'll be waiting.

END

Jimin sighed before walking into his house. 'I guess I'll find out soon enough.'

Jimin walked into his house the smell of alcohol, cigarettes, and sex hit him in the face, making him gag.

'Why is he always like this, couldn't I just have a decent family?' Jimin wondered, making his was through the living room.

Jimin was soon stopped by a tight grip on his jacket from behind, but Jimin didn't need to turn around to be able to tell who it was, the smell of alcohol was a dead give away. 'Dad.'

Jimin had no time to protect himself from the wrath of his father, slamming him down onto the glass table shattering it, shards slicing Jimin.

The next thing Jimin knew he had a fist coming toward his face, Jimin still being disoriented from before was unable to pull away, his fathers fist hitting him full force in the face. The next location was his stomach, Jimin was on the verge of passing out when he heard a feminine voice comming from what sounded like his fathers room.

"Babe, are you coming back to finish what you started or do I have to sit here naked doing nothing all night?" The voice called. Jimin wanted to throw up 'Who the fuck would wanna screw that man?'

"Yeah, Just gotta finish with the trash." His father called back.

"Look here you Faggot, fucking go upstairs and I better not hear a word or I will go up there and personally fucking kill you." His father said in disgust before kicking him one last time and walking toward where the voice had came.


Jimin lied there a moment before trying to get up, tears formed in his eyes as he struggled to move his body up the steps and into his room, the pain almost too much to bear. Jimin was at his breaking point, once he got to his room he went to his almost empty drawer, getting out his razor blades and limping into his bathroom.

Jimin fought with the tape for what seemed like forever before finally removing it all, Jimin thought for a moment.

'Weeks of being clean, am I gonna ruin it?' Jimin glanced at his body in the mirror then to his phone thrown beside him before uttering a 'Fuck it.' and making several lines across his skin.

Jimin watched the blood at it slowly ran down his arm, it stung but the relief he felt was immense, just in that moment it took away all thoughts, no father, no Jungkookie hating him, no whoring, just blank.

That was the last think Jimin saw before his entire world went dark.


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Jungkook POV::


After returning from the cafe Jungkook waited for Jimin, he sat in his room staring at the clock as it ticked.


1................2..........3............4. And soon 5 hours had passed and Jimin had still yet to show.


'What if he isn't coming?' Jungkook thought to himself 'or what if something happened. Oh God' Jungkooks mind began to wander thinking only the worst.

Jungkook was about to get off his bed and go run to where the fuck ever Jimin was, not realizing he a no idea where his house was, but was cut short by a knock on his window.

Jungkook was about to ignore it until he saw a bloody shivering Jimin. Jungkook panicked and ran to the window and helping Jimin in.

"OH MY GOD WHAT THE FU--" Jungkook yelled at he lay Jimin on the bed.

Jimin was in tears at that point "Kookie don't yell. It hurts."

Jungkook only then noticed the gash on Jimin's head, slashes in his back, and the cuts going up his arms.

Jungkook was about to scream again but quickly silenced it for Jimin's sake. He bandaged Jimin up and sat him in the bed, then sat beside him and took the still sobbing boy in a hug, careful to avoid the injuries, and tried his best to console him.


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JIMIN POV::

After awaking in his bathroom Jimin quickly remembered the text. Jimin needed someone, he couldn't take it, all the pain. It was all too much.

He limped his way to Jungkooks house. After being cleaned up he decided it was time to tell Jungkook....................Everything. He couldn't hide it, he was done hiding it. It hurt too much to bare alone.

"Kookie." Jimin said removing his face from the younger's neck, his cries had almost stopped by that time. I'll explain everything.



Jimin told the boy everything, about the cuts he had inflicted himself, his abusive dad, his mother dieing, the bullies at school, him being gay, his job, everything.

The boy expected Jungkook to push him away call him filthy and disgusting, but the boy just held Jimin tighter. Telling him it was okay the entire time, and Jimin eventually drifted of to sleep, the last thing he heard before going into the darkness was "It's going to be okay Jiminie~ I've got you." and somehow Jimin believed every word of it.


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A/N: I am sorry for my mess I hope it didn't completely suck. If you all want a recap of the talking in Jungkooks pov let me know. I love you! Until next time~





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