Dear Me(On Hold)

It's Just The Way It Is

  I sighed and looked down. Here we are again moving to a different place because of something I caused. It's not like I asked to be like this I was born this way and it's not like I ask for everyone to pick on me or tease me. It's just the way it is.

   "Honey this is for the best" She tells me. I look a her at disbelief. I pick up my Speak Pad. My speak pad is how I communicate with people since I have no voice. I take a pen out of my bun. I write down what I have to say then hold it up to her.

  "That's what you said the last time" she reads what I wrote then sighs.

  "Yes I realize that" she says looking down. I take her hand. She looks up at me eyes filled with tears. I smile letting her know It's Ok.

  "Katie me and your father have been talking" she says wiping her tears away with her sleeve. My heart starts to race. Oh no.

  "It's time for a fresh start and well me and your father are thinking about getting you a speech coach" She says eyes hopeful. I stand there breath less. Eyes open wide. I pick up my Speak Pad and write down "Are You Kidding This Isn't Something I Choose To Do Ok" then hold it up.

  I shake my head then pick up the box labeled "Katie's Personals". I push pass her then climb into the back off my fathers black BMW. A speech coach really? Their always trying to change me. I look out the window as my dad finishes putting boxes into the trunk. My older sister Elie has her Ipod plugged into her ears.

  She wasn't so Trilled about the move. Let's just say she hates me. She thinks mom and dad spend to much time on me and not enough on her, she hates that we move from place to place and she can't settle down make friends start a relationship with her dream boy cause in every few months we move because of me. I wish she liked me then a least I'd have one friend in the stupid useless life God blessed me with.

   I'm a waste of space. She jumps into the back with me. Are eyes meet. I give her a small smile. She scowls a looks away. My smile slowly turns into a frown. My mom and dad enter the car. My dad turns to me and Elie.

  "Ok we got what's left the movers already delivered the heavy stuff to are new home in......" he begins. My mom drums a beat with hands on her lap.

  "New York!" he screams. Elie jumps up and takes the headphones out her ears.

  "New York really and by any chance will we be staying there for good" Elie ask both happy and serious. My mom and dad take a quick look at each then turn back to us.

  "If all go's well yes" he says then smiles. Elie claps her hands then turns back to me. My mom and dad turn away. As we begin to drive on the highway. Elie turn toward me. I turn my full attention toward her as I pull my Speak Pad out.

  "Don't mess this up for me" she whispers in a cold voice. I gulp knowing what she means.  

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