dear luke,
in three days. the anniversary of our break up. the anniversary of calums death. the anniversary of the day i saw calum hood your best friend die right in front of me. i know if you were there you would have been able to save him. but i was too weak and i panicked. you used to think it was cute for me to be that way. i know you hate me for it now. im sorry. im sorry for saying im sorry so much. but i am. im sorry i didn't get to him 30 seconds earlier. im sorry i didn't think to call an ambulance any sooner then i did. im sorry i couldn't save his life. now it haunts me everyday. and so do you. do you ever think about me luke? probably not. thats okay. i know i hurt you. bad. but you don't know that you hurt me. you hurt me everyday. without even meaning to. and i hate you for it. but i cant stop loving you. so i hate myself instead. but in three days all that hurt will finally be gone. ill be with calum. and we will be happy together.
love, sofie
a/n
WOW I JUST WENT OVER 200 WORDS LOOK AT ME GO
this is sad tho awe
