Alyssa's P.O.V
I wake up with a pounding headache, and Harry arms wrapped tightly around my waiste. Once last nights events come back to my head, my eyes go wide we told each other that we love each other and I'm a bit nervous to talk about it. What if he takes it back and says he didnt mean it?
I struggle to get out of Harry's grip but eventaully become succesful, Harry groans in response and a light chuckle escapes my lips. "Come back" Harry groans
And I just laugh, He never lets me get up but when a girls got a pee a girls got to pee, "No I have to pee" I whine and he just groans in response. I take that as my cue to go to the bathroom and pee, then the worrying gets to me what if he doesn't even remember.
I deicide I might as well just take a shower so I go get some clothing that I have out of harrys closet, I know what your thinking why do i have clothing here? well truth be told I'm here every weekend so I have a lot of clothing why not keep weekend clothing here. I walk out of the bathroom and grab something to wear I choose leggings and a crop top.
"What are you doing" Harry asks
"Showering" I say simply before going into the bathroom and trying to wash all my problems away.
Harry's P.O.V
This morning Alyssa seemed a little off but I'm worried she doesn't remember last night's events, I mean when we were going into battle last night i could smell the alchohal coming off of her breathe, me on the other hand I don't drink usaully but for some reason last night. I was going out of my mind thinking that i was in love with her and telling her that. I though she would think i was crazy but last night she admitted to her feelings. weither she was drunk or not.
I heard the shower go off about 15 minutes ago which means shes getting dressed i decide to throw on a sweat shirt so we can go get some coffee and possibly talk about things, Alyssa walks out in leggings and a crop top her hair in a messy bun at the top of her head and light make up. Looking adorable as always I cant help but stare she's just so beautiful.
"Do you want to go get coffee" I say queitly and she nods in response while putting on some ankle socks and ugg boots.
"Lets go" She says and I nod before grabbing my keys and walking out the door.
We get into the car and I drive to the nearerst starbucks, We get out of the car and order two coffees and two muffins. We eat and drink before i decide its Time we talk
"Do you-" I begin to say
"Did you-" Alyssa begisn to say but we both talk at the same time, making us both laugh.
"You go first" I say and she nods before breaking eye contact with me and looking out the window.
"Did you mean it" She says quietly still looking out the window, I furow my eyebrows in confusion I'm guessing she took my silence as in i didnt understand so she turned her head to face me.
"did you mean it when you said you loved me" she says quietly and I almost freeze on spot but this is what i wanted, i wanted her to remember and for her to talk to me about it.
"i-i" Begin to say but she just shakes her head "Its okay" She cuts me off
"No i did mean it" I say confidently and she looks up at me "Did you" I say queitly my voice cracking a little from the nervousness from the answer that migth be coming out of her mouth she nods and looks at me.
"Why'd you dance with that girl" She says louder probably angry thinking about it.
I sigh "I dont usaully drink, thats something you should know about me" I begin with and she looks at me like go on " I dont drink because of past events with my father, my father used to be an alchohalic kind of abusive even towards my mother mostly i would try to take as much of the hits as i could" I say my voice cracking slightly at the memories. "I told myself alchohal would never be the right path for me and I wouldn't be him I promised myself i wouldn't be him" I say, I look up at Alyssa tears brimming in her eyes.
"I-Im so so-sorry" She manages to say, but i just shake my head as in dont be "Last night, I wanted to tell you how i was feeling but I-i was scared" I say "I was scared you would think i was crazy so to take off some of the nerves I drank a cup of vodka and that turned into two cups" I say and she looks at me sympathetically "That girl just happened to be there Alyssa I never did it because i wanted to i just wasn't thinking, and th-then seeing you with that guy" I say my voice getting darker and angrier
"Sobered me right up" I say with clenched teeth and jaws I feel two soft hands touch mine and i immediatly relax. "Its okay" She whispers before getting up and sitting on my side of the booth, she turns to face me and kisses me passionatly "I love you" She says putting the biggest smile on my face
"I love you to" I say before kissing her one more time, we finished up after our little talk and seem to be connected at the hip. We throw our things away before walking back towards my car, we get into the car and connect our hands before driving back to my house.
"Now" Alyssa says " are we offical" She asks and i look at her like are you crazy.
"Yes now if you dance with a guy like that other than me, hell be buried in the ground" I say earning a laugh from alyssa
"And if i catch you dancing with a girl like that, while her hair will be gone" She says making me laugh as well, I finally have the girl i want and dont have to worry about a damn thing. Well not now at least, I just hope when she founds out what i do she'll stll see this harry.
