I'm tired. Not sleepy tired.
Just tired.
Nowadays my life never changes.
It's the same shit every day.
Eat, sleep late, wakeup late, laptop, repeat
Occasionally the pattern changes
Eat, sleep late, wakeup early, therapy, laptop
But thats only once or twice a month.
If I were to time travel back 3 months and see myself I'd be doing the same thing.
Pathetic right?
I don't like it, everything is of no interest to me anymore.
I don't want to feel the way I do.
After therapy I get this feeling of joy, but then what?
Next day I hate everything again.
So I just want to lay down in a quiet area and let everyone know,
That I'm just tired.
