PROLOGUE
“I-I am Sorr-” He’s stuttering while talking to me.
“Sorry? You’re sorry? For what? For what you did to me or because you just got caught??” I yelled at him. I can’t control myself from doing this.
“No, it wasn’t what you think. Me and-”He said.
“Don’t say her name!! And don’t you dare lie to me with your lame excuses!!!!” I shouted at him.
“I’m so tired of this…” I sighed, I’m trying to hold back my tears.
“I’m really sorry. But please, hear me out.” He’s starting to cry.
“There’s nothing that I need to know, you know what, let’s just break up.” I told him, I know that it’s not right to make decisions when you’re not okay, but I think what I just did is the right thing for us.
“No! I don’t want to us to break up. Please baby don’t do this.” He’s now kneeling in front of me, holding my hands, begging me not to do this.
“Well, I just did. We’re done. Goodbye”I told him as I took my hands from him and started walking away. Tears are now falling from my eyes, as I walk away from him.
“I’m sorry…” I heard him say. As much as I want to run back to him, I just can’t. It’s over for us.
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I’m sorry. Mga katagang ang daling sabihin pero ang hirap patunayan. Every time that someone will say that to me, I feel nothing. It will just enter into my ear then will exit into the other ear. Manhid na siguro ako, oo, manhid. Kung meron lang na contest na pagasgasan ng puso, siguro ako na panalo, masyado gasgas na gasgas na ‘tong puso ko. They say that love will bring you happiness so does sadness because it adds color into your love life, well I beg to be different, mine was pure sadness.
No, it wasn’t pure sadness at all. It started blissful but ended up withered. A love that was taken for granted. I couldn’t say that it was just him that brought our love into an end, it’s also my fault, I had lost my faith in him. I gave up on him, on our relationship. Siguro kung nag-hold on pa ako ng medyo matagal, maibabalik ko pa ang dating kami. But no, he already gave up too, it’s impossible to hold on a love when someone had already moved on from it.
I couldn’t bear to see him, lalo lang akong mahihirapan, siya kaya nahihirapan din? So our story, no scratch that, MY story continues as a new academic year starts, this is my last year in college. It’s my last year in UST, and his last year as well. ‘Di ko alam kung paano ako makaka-survive this year.. without him by my side. Well, kung yung iba nga nakaka-move on, ako pa kaya, siya nga naka-move on na ehh. Naka-move on na nga ba siya talaga? Wait! As far as I know, I no longer care about him nor love him, sana kaya kong panindigan yung mga sinasabi ko. Sana nga.
If it's meant to be, it will be... Are we meant to be?
Author's note:
Hello guys! I'm new to wattpad and I just want to express my ideas/fan-girl dreams hihi. Sorry in advanced para sa mga typos and sa mga maling grammar. Opinions, Suggestions and destructive criticisms are welcome, so comment lang po! Please comment, vote and follow! Thank you. :-)
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DISCLAIMER:
This story is made from pure-imagination. "Kathang isip lamang". Everything that is written has nothing to do with the charaters and settings. Coincidence lang po. Non of these are true, unless stated. Thank you. :-)
