Behind President Snow's Gate

My First Begnning - Chapter One

*This is just a Fan-fiction I really wanted to do for the Hunger Games Series,which I love. Scenes from this story all may be just falls and I made it up but some of it will be true based on the Hunger Games.
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I remembered it hurt. Looking at them hurt. It was all I could do to not scream. To tell the ones who did this that it was unfair. It was cruel and brutal and they should all pay dearly for it....I should pay for it. I remembered when I was just a little boy , the screams they would release and the laughter we would get from it. To us it's the day of fun and festivity but to them it's the day when they lose someone they care dearly about or just another innocent life lost. And to what? A game? A stupid idiotic game? I didn't understand. I was just a little boy when it happened but I did understand the pain and screams they would release. It was just so painful. Hump. Who am I to complain ? They were the ones in much more pain mentally and physically. I was just the one to hear them scram and the only one who actually hurt for them.

Once I had asked my grandpa why he did all of these things.
He just said "If you can not control the very people you are suppose to rule my boy what good is it being a ruler?"

"There are many ways for people to be controlled grandpa not just with violence"

" Really? than by all means what are the other way?"

" You can control them by love and care grandpa that way no one gets hurt and no one has to die"I'd said with a smile

"You are correct and you are not"
I was confused. What did he mean by that?

"What do you mean grandpa?" I'd asked

"What I mean is ,love and caring is a one way to control them but show them to much love and care and they will think they can rule over you or do something stupid and they will think you will easily forgive them" he said while smiling at me
I was silent and gramps had continued

"You see my boy the very things you create and protect, the very things you raise with love , they always turn on you when you least expect it, so there is no other way except violence , to control them you have to strike fear into their hearts and they will know never to betray against you or to stand up ,that is the only way to ensure no more heart aches and betrayals by anyone else , that is the only way to protect our people, Your people"

"But grandpa aren't the people who are fighting , the people who lives in the provinces , our people too?"

"They were once but they turned on us and did something horrible and they thought we would forgive them because they thought (again) we loved them so much that we would forgive them for anything ,well that was where they were wrong we couldn't , even tho we loved them so much, forgive them and now they are all paying that price dearly" he'd said with his eyes closed as tho the memory hunted him more than the people did (he hated the people of all provinces).

Even so as grandpa told me what they did ,I couldn't hate them.
Why should all of the other people pay for something only 20 people did?
I suddenly remembered something.

"Grandpa ?"

"Yes?"

"You love me right?"

"Of course, you are more precious to me than anything else" he'd said with loving eyes. And I did believe him that he loved me more than anything. He'd show it everyday.

"Iam glad to hear that but didn't you just say that the thing you love most and protect are the ones that turn on you?"

His eyes shocked with surprise he'd said "I did indeed. Didn't I " He says the last part "didn't I" more with statement than question

"Yes ..yes you did but does that mean I'll turn on you someday to?" I'd asked not truly knowing what I'd do in the future

"I hope not my little moon——" that was my nickname, grandpa told me when I was about to be born my mother had a hard time and when in the hospital room the doctors opened the window to let the fresh air in the room he said there was a full moon and that was when I was born " —— I have already experienced enough of betrayals" he said that with so much sadness that it almost bought tears in my eyes

"Don't worry grandpa I'll never turn on you no matter what I love you too much to ever turn on you" I said with the biggest smile I could muster

"That's my precious little moon" he'd said and he picked me up and put me in his shoulder and started to walk
But deep in my heart I knew I had already betrayed him. By not hating the people of the provinces. By hating Him more than them I knew I had betrayed him. But even so I still loved my grandpa. I mean who could hate the only last blood family you have left. That is except my cousin Bella ,Celestia was Bella's fake name to the public. It would have been weird if grandpa had no grandkids or kids and the people would suspect he was hiding them and some of the Rebels would come after us. So grandpa putted Bella on public because she was older than me and decided to hide me. But grandpa still was very protective of her and he changed her first name so it would be much safer if people didn't know her true name.
I rested my chin on grandpa's shoulder. I thought. About what would it be like if only the provinces people hadn't done it. What it be like if only thay hadn't killed...my...
I couldn't finish the thought. It was too painful to even think about it.
I closed my eyes and forgot about everything. About what grandpa had told me. Of the pain the people fought in the arena released. Of all the trouble and problem in the world. Of all the sick and poor people. Of all their pain. Of my pain.
I just wanted to live in that moment for now. Just grandpa and me. Just the two of us. No one else. Both of us having love and being loved. I just wanted to think for now that I didn't hurt grandpa or betrayed him. No pain or betrayal....at least for now.

And than the finally act of my betrayal was when I met Her!