June 28, 2013
11:34 pm
Lately I haven't been feeling like myself. I've been more irritable and depressed. It's all because of her. She doesn't deserve his heart. Of course I know their love for each other isn't real-at least Louis' love for her isn't- it still hurts to know the man I love is with someone he isn't happy with just because people can't accept who we are. She can't love him the way I can. She doesn't treat him the way he deserves to be treated. I love Louis...and no matter what happens, I'll always love him. Nothing can change that.
Harry closed his journal and placed it inside of the drawer next to his bed. He remembered that tomorrow would be Louis and Eleanor's "date night". He stared at the ceiling for a few minutes while envious thoughts rushed through his mind.
Why does she get to be happy?
She doesn't deserve someone as good as Louis!
He began to feel hot tears roll down his face and angrily wiped them away. Harry was robbed of his happiness long ago. To be specific, on September 14, 2011, the day Eleanor and Louis made their "relationship" public. Ever since that day, Harry hasn't been the same. He lost his appetite frequently and many nights he cried himself to sleep. He became more fatigued, mainly because of the depression pills he took. The sad part is that know one was aware of how Harry felt or the medication he took. Not even Louis.
Harry didn't want to burden anyone with his problems, so he kept them to himself and would write them in his journal.
Harry began to grow tired and eventually drifted to sleep.
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Everything He Couldn't Say
KurzgeschichtenLove. A confusing emotion. One that can bring happiness to one and sadness to another. One that can cause a story have a beautiful ending or a tragic one. But unfortunately for Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson, their ending would be a tragedy. ...
