Dont forget me

I need Cody

School went slow throught the day, it was finnaly lunch, but all day the only thing i could think of was Cody. His message was replaying over and over in my head, how i was such a desgrace and how its all my fault my parents dont care enough about me. How could he possibly know about my parents and what they want?
"Hello beautiful"..."Leah?" now waving his hand infront of me.
"Oh, sorry ive been distracted how long have you been talking to me?"
" Just a few minutes whats wrong?"
"I just dont get how i messed up so badly, things were going so good but now i fucked everything up... I mean yes now I have you but I lost my parents, being able to be near my bestfriend, and now Cody... I just dont get it"

"Leah first you need to delet the voicemailst the texts and the number hes not worth your time, i get it, its hard but you need to forget him and your parents they arent worth it. And if you want we can drive to your hometown and go to the gravesite, ill do anything to make you feel better"

"Thanks Jake but I kinda want to be left alone ill see you after school" I kissed his forehead and walked away...

It was last period when i was fibnaly feeling better, than my phone rang... Its Cody. I left the libray and went into the bathroom.
"Leah im really sorry i really am I dont know what got into me, i guess I was scared I was going to loose you. Please let me come back?"
I didnt know what to say this is what i wanted right?
"Cody" I paused "I cant im soory you hurt me to bad the things you said that cant be excused they just cant"
I thought he would be okay with it i mean it was his dessicion..
"This is what i mean you skumbag , I tried to be there for you and you don't even appreciate the fact that i want to be there, why dont you just kill yourself now, saves you some trouble later on!"
Just like that he hung up, and just like that i pulled out an old rusty blade and drug it across the bright blue vein in my wrist. I couldnt stop... I felt so powerful.

JAKES POV
Finnaly it was 1:50 and class was almost over, i could finnaly just be with Leah for the rest on the day. She sits directly accross from me in the library she was twirling her hair looking over our chemistry notes when her face went pale and she immediately exited the room. I wantes to go after her but she said she wanted to be alone so I gave her some time alone.
By the time it was 2:15 I became worried and went to find her, she wasnt in the hall nor was she in the parking lot, I went into the bathroom and found my worst fear.
I had no idea what to doshe wasnt dead but she wasnt moving she was just looking at me with the rusty blade in her hands and her arms dripping blood.
"Leah please put it down, your okay im here please"
She sat the blade down and started to cry, I picked her up in my arms and carried her to the car. I grabbed out the first aid kit and began to clean her up, i then realized how deep the cuts were they wouldnt stop bleeding. She needed a doctor.