Jay Pov

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A/n play video while reading

u a broken like a piece of shit no one care about chu ........ I ......... Wanna .......... D...... Die . it's so damn painful every thing is I hate every thing my life is hell n I just wish it would fuckin end I think to my self life is fuckin bullshit. My mom's boyfriends meleik comes n my room with a nest yelling at at me

Meleik- get cho ass up bitch

Me- I'm not a bitch u fuckin gay ass fag

Meleik- what yo say hoe !!!

He says grabbing my hair and throwing me to the floor . I jump up quickly and I grab the lamp and I try to smash his head with it but he grabs the lamp from me and he throws at the wall angrily.

Meleik- I'm gettin tired of u loose pussy bitches

Me- nigga who tf you talking to

Meleik- you hoe

Me- fag

I yell at him he ball his fist up and he punches me dead in my mouth I stumble then he kicks me in my back and I fall back with my face and body banged up I felt life less . 20 Min later I hear some one come in my room I flinch really hard I look up to see my mother

Me- bitch

I mumble tryna get up she laughs and it sparks a fire o
In me but I was to hurt to do or say much about it so I let it go . my mother could not fight so every time she try to hit me I beat her ass each time so she and meleik jump me every time she fight me . I try to get up one more time bur I slip .

Me- damn

Angelina ( mom)- awww you got yo ass beat by daddy lil hoe didn't you

Me- ........

Angelina- answer me bitch

She yells slapping me hard on my cheek tears fall down my face . my cheek now burned .

Me- no ...... Bitch

Angelina- you'll never learn

She laughs I drop my head on the floor and I feel her pulling me up

Angelina- get cho ass ready n to to school I don't feel like lookin at yo sorry ass today hefa

She laughs whil pulling out a pound of weed and crack I shake my head and I got to the bathroom and I do my hygiene thing then I go to my room to get dress I put on the clothes my mom had put on the bed and yess I have to put on what she says the first time it happened I refused so I got knocked out tied up and beaten for 4 hours straight I put on a light gray frizzy sweater with a black heart on it and some light jeans and some gray vans then I grab my back pack then I go to the steps when I trip I fall down the stairs. I see meleik running down the stairs with a thick cable in his hand

Meleik- and yo mama tell yo mama already tell yo nasty no walls having ass to go to school

He yell I get up as fast as I can and I limp to the door an I push my self through it slamming the door and I go to the bust stop

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