Jealous ( Stydia )

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Jealousy is an emotion, and the word typically refers to the thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, concern, and anxiety over an anticipated loss or status of something of great personal value, particularly in reference to a human connection...

Dear diary 28/11-15

Jealousy?
Is that a good thing or is it a bad thing?
Why do people become jealous?
Jealousy is probably a definition of a loss of something important to you, and now you can't get it back.
I lost him, and there's no going back.
He moved on.
He tried to win my heart for 10 years, 10 YEARS.
And now he realised that it would be better if he just moved on.
And now I realised I should of shown my feelings for him, but I can't he's with Malia now.
I need to tell him, Or someone i can't hide my feelings anymore.
I can't do this anymore, I have to tell him!


*at school*

I walked up to my locker and took out my books.
Then I saw him. I closed my locker and went up to him.

"Hi Stiles--"
He ignored me and ran up to Malia. In that moment I had that feeling again, the feeling of jealousy...
I saw Malia kiss him on his lips. Jealous again
She hugged him and went to the girls bathroom. This is my chance, go and tell him what you feel Lydia. You can do this.
I ran up to him and said
"Hey Stiles, I have to tell--"
He ignored me and left. What is wrong with him?
"Stiles! Hey Stiles" I shouted, but he just ran away. Why is he ignoring me?
I gave up and went to biology.

                         *lunch*

After maths I went up to Allison.
I need to tell someone about my crush.

"Hey alli"
"Hi lyd's. Is everything ok"
"No, I have to tell you something"
"Ok, what is it?"
"I'm... I think I have a crush on Stiles"
"Omg omg finally"
"Allison he's dating Malia"
"I know"
"+ he is ignoring me"
"Have you tried talking to him?"
"Yes, every time I try to talk him, he ignores me"
"Oh, but don't worry. I have a plan"

                         *later*

"Allison this isn't good idea"
"Trust me it is"
"Alli, I can't"
"Come on lyd's"
"Fine,This is going to be so embarrassing"

                            *the plan*
"Ok lyd's so first we are going to the principal office and talk into the speaker and then you're going to tell stiles how you feel"
"I'm going to regret this"
"No you won't!! You'll thank me"
"Let's just do this"
We walked up to the principals office and I started to talk into the speaker.

Stiles POV

I eat my lunch peacefully until I heard Lydia's voice. The thing is I tried to move on, but it didn't work. I still love her. I am ignoring her just to move on.

"OK everyone listen up. I Lydia Martin am in love with Stiles Stilinski. And Stiles if you are there, why the fuck are you ignoring me? However I love you Stiles, I hope you feel the same." Lydia said
Everyone in the cafeteria was looking at me. I ran out of the cafeteria and went to the principles office.
When I got there I saw Lydia. She looked so beautiful, her green eyes and strawberry blonde hair. I just wanted to kiss her but I can't I'm with Malia. No I don't love Malia, I ran out of the principals office to find Malia and tell her the truth.
When I found her I started talking.
"Malia I have to tell you something"
"I already know what it is. And I'm ok with it stiles. Seriously you've loved her since the third grade until now."
"How did you know"
"I see the way you look at her"
"Wow well are you sure you're ok with it?"
"Yes. No go n get her"
I ran through the crowds of people talking and gossiping. The first thing I did when I found her was, kissing her.
I felt sparks running through my body, fireworks exploding in my stomach and my heart melt like an ice cream in the summer.
"I love you Lydia"
"I love you too"


THE END

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