Alone; yet not alone

~ A Bet ?

~ A Bet ?

I walk in my house super thirsty. Alot had happened in such a small walk. It was worth it though. I had received two messages, one from panda and the other from him. I decide to open panda's first. "Do you and Jaky want to hang out at the park with us?" it read. I responded that I couldnt but that I would ask Jaky if she wanted to go by herself. He said it would be no fun without me and that he would feel lonely. I apologized again and said I really couldnt maybe next time.

Then I open his message "are you mad at me?" and I get so annoyed that I dont text back. Later, he decides to call me, while im on my way to Jaky's. I answer.

"Hey, is there something wrong?" he askes. "yeah." I responed angrily. "we have to break up. Long distance relationships dont work and I no longer even have any feelings for you" I continued. Then since I didn't hear him respond I hung up . I get to Jaky's house and she tells me that Aldo and panda and some other dude were coming over . I said that's fine. Then she told me that panda had told Aldo that he was starting to like me. Not only that, but that panda an Aldo made a bet to see who had the guts to kiss who first.

They arrived , and then Aldo said that him and the dude had to go pick up some dope. So they left, Jaky had to go inside to check something, so it was just me and panda. It was really awkward being with him, but I couldn't help myself but to stare. I shook my head and told him I would be right back. I ran inside to see what was taking Jaky so long. Then afterwards we walked back outside and sat on the stairs. I sat behind panda which he helped himself and laid his head on my knees . I couldn't help but to play with his hair, because it was just so fluffy.

Aldo and the dude came back and they were so high, it was hilarious. Aldo was faking it, but the dude wasnt. Jaky pulled the dudes hair and he flipped out! Then the dude started walking by the canal and got lost . Aldo went after him, and Jaky went after him. Ofcourse knowing Jaky she'll just laugh her ass off. So I go after them, panda comes after me and sits again, I go back grab his hand and tell him to come. Then I noticed he just kept grabbing my hand and kept staring at me. I tried so hard not to blush but I smiled. Then we hear " his shoe's stuck" I start laughing and went to go see, panda was behind me.

We hear Jaky's mom yelling . We immediatly go back to where we were and Jaky's mom demand's jaky back inside . So I went to give panda his hug goodbye, ilook up and.. HE KISSES ME! I kiss him back. HE pulss away "aldo !" he yells flicking him off. "nuh-uh!" Aldo responds. He hugs Jaky and asks her something, she walks away with a smile. "ill raincheck on that" she says walking away. Smiling, we both walk to Jaky's house then my mom alls sayin I have to go home.

Im walking home and notice they're at the park. Some guys calls my name, I look back and he blows me a kiss. Blech I think to myself but I couldnt get e and pandas kiss out of my head. But it was all just a bet. Ofcourse, why would he ever want to even think about me? I think about it alot as if it didnt mean anything to him, but it ment everything to me. I receive a message from him later . I say hey did that kiss mean anything to you? he said yes but I had trouble believing that. I decide to let it go and say that im going to sleep. He says alright and says goodnight. But, I dnt bother texing him back.