I'm The Forgotten child that nobody wants around I'm the lost soul everybodyeverybody secretly hates my family doesn't want me around only 5 people want me around I wish I could end this suffering sometimes I wonder what life would be like if I were never born everyone hates me nobody loves me its time to grow up and say fuck it and walk alone nobody wants me around them because they think I'm just like my father I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up nobody loves me everyone hates me if only my mistress death could come to comfort me with her sweet kiss to end all my pain and take this life away from me all i need is a razor blade and a knife to comfort the pain I feel maybe I meant to be alone for the fact that I'm stronger alone I face many trials alone and always have why doesn't anyone love me maybe I'm just too complicated to love maybe fate intended for me the fight this fight alone since I'm strongest alone and I'm tougher alone so that way I won't get hurt by anyone fuck all of you who stood by me claiming to be my friend when all you wanted was to laugh at me and make fun of me its time for a change my only real friends are my thoughts and they guide me in the righteous path of death a nd suffering which I must endure because I'm destined to be alone and suffer alone for all of eternity by the way family I'm sorry I'm the fuck up of it all I'm the forgotten one the one who nobody remembers and the one nobody loves I'm hated by all and loved by none I'm destined to fight these demons alone and watch them drag me down while you sit and laugh at my despair and suffering like you always have I fly solo for a reason it's only because it's best for me this way to be alone I'm meant to fight my demons alone so everyone can just sit there and laugh at me I'll be laughing when you lose everything and when you die alone and suffer from my pain fuck you all I'm meant to be alone so fuck you
