"You need to tell your husband about me, if we're having sex and developing feelings for each other I think you should end things with him so we can start something with one another."
I knew that what he was telling me was valid but it is just so hard for me to end six years of marriage for a guy that I've been sleeping with for six months now. I just couldn't do it. The repercussions of me throwing away Nathan and I's marriage were just coming at me all at once.
"I will I just need a plan, theirs so much more to ending a six year marriage. It's not easy baby, I need time to figure things out."
"I'll help, my father is a lawyer I can call him so you can meet him and talk about whatever it is you need to."
I shook my head. "If I'm meeting your father I want to meet him on different circumstances, it'll be embarrassing."
"Your right, but whatever it is you need help with just let me know, money is no object." He explained.
I slowly unbuttoned my white shirt pulling it out from inside of my short black dress skirt. "I have ten minutes to spare before my break is over and I would like to spend it with you inside of me." I explained dropping my shirt on the floor getting up walking towards him unfit toning my lace pink bra.
"Wow." Jackson whispered. "I'll never stop being surprise at how sexy you are."
Stop talking and just take this bra off me.
He quickly undressed me leaving me in just my black skirt and nothing else. I opened his dress pants sitting on his lap playing with his manhood as I made out with him.
Thirteen minutes of lust, love and heaven ended by s knock on the door, we both quickly three on clothes adjusting ourselves to face who was on the other side of the door.
I walked out the office allowing Frank who was a co worker of mine in to Jackson's office.
"Syd, your friend is outside your office waiting for you." Frank said.
I didn't know which of my friends that would come to my workplace in the middle of the day just to see me, I started to become more and more anxious the closer I got to my office. I walked in and I that it was my next door neighbor Charlie who was standing outside of my office.
"Hey Charlie, what's going on?" I asked.
He adjusted his glasses looking at me as if he was trying to adjust his mind to something. "I was going to call but I wanted to speak to you face to face."
I opened my office door letting him in telling him to sit on the couch beside me that was adjacent to my desk.
"Couldn't it wait, I would've been home at nine, you know that."
"Yeah but it's more complicated than that. I'm you're friend and I would like for you not to look dumb in front of anyone or feel blindsided."
"Ok Charlie, you're scaring me just tell me what it is."
"Okay. Someone, a blonde was outside your house this morning... She was pacing around your property all nervous. You husband must've seen her or whatever and he went out there to talk to her and at first I thought he probably didn't know her but they started arguing." He explained.
I was waiting for him to tell me some huge scandalous story seeing the way that he was acting, but I was waiting to hear it. Nothing. I was happy because I could relax my body and mind from the anger that was stirring.
"That's all? It's okay if my husband was talking with a woman, it's not a problem Charlie."
"You didn't even let me finish." Charlie added.
"I got bored of watching them so I went to the kitchen for like a minute then I heard noises coming from outside. Kid if like crashing." He held on to my hand as if he was preparing me for despair. "She drove her car right through your gate."
"What? Are you serious, fucking son of a bitch." I shouted.
"Your whole gate it destroyed." Charlie continued.
I sprung from the couch running to my desk grabbing my bag and phone. "Did you drive here?" I asked him.
"Yeah, my car is in front of the building."
I ran out the door with Charlie following behind me. "We're taking my car we can come back for yours later."
I gave Charlie my car keys and told him to start the car. I ran to Jackson's office and told him that I was working from home today in the calmest tone ever, just so he wouldn't see how upset I was.
The minute I got home I ran into my house climbing of the piece of wood that was my gate.
"Nathan! Honey, are you home?" I shouted running through the house screaming. I ran to the back door seeing him in the back yard on the lawn chair smoking a cigar.
"Baby, you're home early." He smiled walking over to me. "I know you saw the gate, don't be mad.."
"I'm way past mad. What the fuck happened? Why didn't you call me."
He held my hands trying to sooth me or whatever the fuck. "I didn't want to distract you because it's not a big deal."
"Not a big deal you piece of shit, why did a slut come by here and drive through our fucking gate?" I shouted pushing him back.
"It was a misunderstanding, I can fix it."
I couldn't bare the thought of Nathan cheating on me with some young free spirited blonde head behind my back. I know It's crazy for me to think this of my husband knowing what I'm busy doing behind closed doors.
I pulled my phone out my back pocket dialing 911. "What the fuck are you doing?" He grabbed the phone from my hand.
"I'm getting that bitch arrested, give me that phone."
"The bitch that you're referring to is my step sisters friend and she's a drug addict. She was a intern at the company that I'm partnering with and she kind of has a crush on me."
I started getting emotional just waiting for him to confess. "Did you sleep with her?" I asked mid way into his sentence.
"No. I would never do that to you, I love you." He pulled me into a hug kissing my forehead. "Tried to give me a blow job in the bathroom though."
I pushed him off of me throwing my purse at him. "Fuck you, Nate how could you."
He laughed trying to grab my arms from through the nearest weapon at his head. "She tried baby. I would never let any random girl put their mouth on me, besides you're the only woman that's allowed to give me a blow job, the best one at that."
I tried not to laugh at his dumb inappropriate joke. "You're lucky I didn't kick you in the fucking balls. Next time call when a drug addict drives through our shit."
He leaned in a kissed my lips caressing my hair. "Speaking of blow jobs kid of made me want one." He said in between kisses.
I smiled. "Fix the gate and maybe you'll get one."
